So sweet!! really sweet to receive a message saying
"miss yaya tan, remember dun burn mid nite oil, sleep early la"
That is from my secondary friend, he doesn't know that I'm having exam but that is what he sent to me after getting know that I'm having A-level exams now.
This is the difference between college life and secondary life[from my point of view]. In secondary, we get to know each other well, getting close through co-curricular activities, for as many as 5 years.
That's why he knew me pretty well, I'm that type of ppl who will burn the midnight oil and do not sleep for the whole night just to study, as I don't do revision early. I do need this type of messages, sometimes, especially when I'm so sick and struggling hard. (I'm having bad flu until today and fever on Saturday)
Thanks ya, I'll sleep early ^^
p/s: all the best for your coming ACCA papers.. gambateh!!
Monday, May 26, 2008
Sunday, May 18, 2008
speechless - 心在淌血的我
17 May 2008 - Celebration for (-(oo)-)
Everything goes well until I realised that Gee is not joining us.
Thought of driving and fetching Gee to Sg.Wang along, but now she is not going, if I drive myself, parking itself is expensive excluded the fuel price.
Tried going for public transport MYSELF. Oh mum, I'm not allowed to take public since young, and yes only if I beg to my dad and he'll only allow if I'm with friends. Fine, dad is not home, just have a try.
What the, bought a LRT ticket to Hang Tuah, I didn't know which route to take, and I went and asked a young girl there about which side am I supposed to follow. I thought everything is going to be fined and happily waiting in the train until I reached the Hang Tuah station.
As I'm wearing high heels, kinda lazy to walk to Sg.Wang. So, I went for Monorail.
Wah, worst still. I only took once with my friends when we went to Times Square last time. I do not know what ticket to buy. I just remembered last time we went down on the next station. Therefore, I went to the booth and asked for a ticket to the next station. He was like "HUH, APE ITU ? " A lady behind me repeated the name IMBI IMBI IMBI for so many times. At last I got my ticket. Again, I do not know which way to go, got so many stairs there. I tried to ask a lady but she ignored me -.- I really do not know what to do next until I saw an Indian guy behind me and I asked him. Thanks to him so much.
Now I reached the Imbi station, somewhere that I'm familiar with as I always go to Times Square with my friends last time. Then, I walked to Sg.Wang. Another question raised in my brain, how to go to Greenbox. I knew it was somewhere upstairs, but how to go, Sg.Wang is not organised, that's why my family don't really go there, only went once with my dad to buy handphone and of course, more with my friends.
I called the so called birthday girl, (-(oo)-) but she don't give a damn. She is like complaining why am I so "ma fan" and things like that. FINE, I tried myself. She then called me again asked me to wait at Famous Amos stall. As I'm depressed that time, feeling myself helpless and kinda dumb, I didn't bother and went straight to find my ways up to Greenbox. Wanted to ask the sales person so much about the ways but can't find one who is friendly. My tears almost came out, as everything went wrong and I'm alone in a place that I'm not familiar with. ( Frankly speaking, I really HATE being LONELY).
Actually, I went Greenbox once long time ago, I can somehow remember that we have to get up the escalators. So I went up a few floors until I saw a girl and asked her how to go Greenbox -.- Finally, I reached GREENBOX. Then, I go to the room and I can't stop my tears from flowing.
At that time, I don't know WHY THE HELL am I spending my hours and money off there. I am really really sad. I'm there because Carmen said that it's your last year studying in KL, and yes, we should appreciate the moments for us gathering together.
Am I really not worth a bit of your caring??? or should I just don't give a damn on all those outings HUH?!! TELL ME THE TRUTH. Monday is my examination, and yet I'm there. Did you ever say thanks for being there?? NO, you didn't. I'm very disappointed. Seriously ...
我知道，付出是不一定能得到收获，可是，人能给的真的会耗尽。
我们的友谊会长久吗？？
从以前的隐瞒，从以前的不在乎，从以前的句句顶撞， 我真的很开心吗？难道我就没有资格生气？？
朋友，我受够了。
可能，我这个人，就是不适合交朋友。
一个是这样，另一个也是这样。
Everything goes well until I realised that Gee is not joining us.
Thought of driving and fetching Gee to Sg.Wang along, but now she is not going, if I drive myself, parking itself is expensive excluded the fuel price.
Tried going for public transport MYSELF. Oh mum, I'm not allowed to take public since young, and yes only if I beg to my dad and he'll only allow if I'm with friends. Fine, dad is not home, just have a try.
What the, bought a LRT ticket to Hang Tuah, I didn't know which route to take, and I went and asked a young girl there about which side am I supposed to follow. I thought everything is going to be fined and happily waiting in the train until I reached the Hang Tuah station.
As I'm wearing high heels, kinda lazy to walk to Sg.Wang. So, I went for Monorail.
Wah, worst still. I only took once with my friends when we went to Times Square last time. I do not know what ticket to buy. I just remembered last time we went down on the next station. Therefore, I went to the booth and asked for a ticket to the next station. He was like "HUH, APE ITU ? " A lady behind me repeated the name IMBI IMBI IMBI for so many times. At last I got my ticket. Again, I do not know which way to go, got so many stairs there. I tried to ask a lady but she ignored me -.- I really do not know what to do next until I saw an Indian guy behind me and I asked him. Thanks to him so much.
Now I reached the Imbi station, somewhere that I'm familiar with as I always go to Times Square with my friends last time. Then, I walked to Sg.Wang. Another question raised in my brain, how to go to Greenbox. I knew it was somewhere upstairs, but how to go, Sg.Wang is not organised, that's why my family don't really go there, only went once with my dad to buy handphone and of course, more with my friends.
I called the so called birthday girl, (-(oo)-) but she don't give a damn. She is like complaining why am I so "ma fan" and things like that. FINE, I tried myself. She then called me again asked me to wait at Famous Amos stall. As I'm depressed that time, feeling myself helpless and kinda dumb, I didn't bother and went straight to find my ways up to Greenbox. Wanted to ask the sales person so much about the ways but can't find one who is friendly. My tears almost came out, as everything went wrong and I'm alone in a place that I'm not familiar with. ( Frankly speaking, I really HATE being LONELY).
Actually, I went Greenbox once long time ago, I can somehow remember that we have to get up the escalators. So I went up a few floors until I saw a girl and asked her how to go Greenbox -.- Finally, I reached GREENBOX. Then, I go to the room and I can't stop my tears from flowing.
At that time, I don't know WHY THE HELL am I spending my hours and money off there. I am really really sad. I'm there because Carmen said that it's your last year studying in KL, and yes, we should appreciate the moments for us gathering together.
Am I really not worth a bit of your caring??? or should I just don't give a damn on all those outings HUH?!! TELL ME THE TRUTH. Monday is my examination, and yet I'm there. Did you ever say thanks for being there?? NO, you didn't. I'm very disappointed. Seriously ...
我知道，付出是不一定能得到收获，可是，人能给的真的会耗尽。
我们的友谊会长久吗？？
从以前的隐瞒，从以前的不在乎，从以前的句句顶撞， 我真的很开心吗？难道我就没有资格生气？？
朋友，我受够了。
可能，我这个人，就是不适合交朋友。
一个是这样，另一个也是这样。
Thursday, May 15, 2008
studying?
STUDY is about UNDERSTANDING, not MEMORISING.
I told this to one of my friend, one shouldn't study and memorise hard for examination purpose, that's NO GOOD .
I think one really need to understand the lectures well before examinations or confusions may occur during the exam. I did an experiment in the school lectures,
(i)I tried chatting for a whole day and I understand nothing but with lots of question marks.
(ii) I tried listening to the lectures with 100% concentration, I understand better with lesser doubts when I attempted the tutorial questions.
However, students nowadays are all spoon-feed by lecturers, teachers, or tuition teachers with tips, hints, ways in answering questions. I don't agree with all these and yet I'm relying on them.
I as well can't help it. This is the TREND.
LOL, writing all these is just to let me feel better for not revising and slacking off in front of the computer everyday. =) teehee
I told this to one of my friend, one shouldn't study and memorise hard for examination purpose, that's NO GOOD .
I think one really need to understand the lectures well before examinations or confusions may occur during the exam. I did an experiment in the school lectures,
(i)I tried chatting for a whole day and I understand nothing but with lots of question marks.
(ii) I tried listening to the lectures with 100% concentration, I understand better with lesser doubts when I attempted the tutorial questions.
However, students nowadays are all spoon-feed by lecturers, teachers, or tuition teachers with tips, hints, ways in answering questions. I don't agree with all these and yet I'm relying on them.
I as well can't help it. This is the TREND.
LOL, writing all these is just to let me feel better for not revising and slacking off in front of the computer everyday. =) teehee
Chemistry practical
Its 15 MAY 2008 , first day for my AS examination.
My mind was totally blank when I stepped my foot into the laboratory.
I don't know where am I supposed to seat, I forgot about the sitting plan thingy and just don't bother to remember it. I RUSHED to mun yee and she said somewhere behind. I kept on asking asking and asking and finally I got to my place. What came into my mind next was where is my IC? I ran out to get my IC in and Mr.Low showed me that kind of ' what are you doing now?' expression.
The exam starts then. I'm so blur looking at the long question. After reading 2 pages and I still can't make myself clear with all the reagents, I ended up whispered to myself, " STOP READING, JUST START, TIME IS RUNNING OUT'.
I filled the burette with manganese and I thought the apparatuses are supposed to be in GOOD CONDITION. I can't help with it as it is leaking out from the stopcock, I have just started my titration with my FB1 and H2SO4 prepared. I asked for another burette from the lab assistant and pour my titre and manganese off to the sink. AGAIN, i fill the burette with manganese hoping that it will be alright. Unfortunately, air bubbles kept on coming out even i had flushed around 5cm3 of managenese off from the burette.
Half an hour past, I can't ask for another burette as time is running out. Vivian the super fast and pro girl sitting right in front of me, she has finished around 3 titrations and I did NONE. Can't wait or drag anymore, I just let the air bubbles disrupt my whole experiments. I feel like crying so much and I know that I'm not going to get any marks for accuracy, all I'm hoping is to fulfill the requirements for table, graph and calculations.
Another 40 minutes past, I have just finished drawing my graph. I skipped the calculations and go straight for the salt analysis question.
GOD BLESS ME I shouted, it was an easy question comparing to those we have done for past year. It is not very very easy either, just that the anions and cations present are given, can easily recognise the changes and what tests that we should carry out.
No deductions column only observation for 3 different salts. I left some empty spaces especially the test heating the ppt formed with lead(II)nitrate , and cooling it in cold water. I saw very nice crystalline formed but I DIDN'T write anything. SO CLEVER =)
My mind was totally blank when I stepped my foot into the laboratory.
I don't know where am I supposed to seat, I forgot about the sitting plan thingy and just don't bother to remember it. I RUSHED to mun yee and she said somewhere behind. I kept on asking asking and asking and finally I got to my place. What came into my mind next was where is my IC? I ran out to get my IC in and Mr.Low showed me that kind of ' what are you doing now?' expression.
The exam starts then. I'm so blur looking at the long question. After reading 2 pages and I still can't make myself clear with all the reagents, I ended up whispered to myself, " STOP READING, JUST START, TIME IS RUNNING OUT'.
I filled the burette with manganese and I thought the apparatuses are supposed to be in GOOD CONDITION. I can't help with it as it is leaking out from the stopcock, I have just started my titration with my FB1 and H2SO4 prepared. I asked for another burette from the lab assistant and pour my titre and manganese off to the sink. AGAIN, i fill the burette with manganese hoping that it will be alright. Unfortunately, air bubbles kept on coming out even i had flushed around 5cm3 of managenese off from the burette.
Half an hour past, I can't ask for another burette as time is running out. Vivian the super fast and pro girl sitting right in front of me, she has finished around 3 titrations and I did NONE. Can't wait or drag anymore, I just let the air bubbles disrupt my whole experiments. I feel like crying so much and I know that I'm not going to get any marks for accuracy, all I'm hoping is to fulfill the requirements for table, graph and calculations.
Another 40 minutes past, I have just finished drawing my graph. I skipped the calculations and go straight for the salt analysis question.
GOD BLESS ME I shouted, it was an easy question comparing to those we have done for past year. It is not very very easy either, just that the anions and cations present are given, can easily recognise the changes and what tests that we should carry out.
No deductions column only observation for 3 different salts. I left some empty spaces especially the test heating the ppt formed with lead(II)nitrate , and cooling it in cold water. I saw very nice crystalline formed but I DIDN'T write anything. SO CLEVER =)
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
mess it up
oh my gosh, Cambridge A-level examination is going to start tomorrow..
It sounded so scary and yet I'm still so lazy.
LETS MESS THE CHEM LAB UP TOMORROW!!! =)
It sounded so scary and yet I'm still so lazy.
LETS MESS THE CHEM LAB UP TOMORROW!!! =)
Saturday, May 10, 2008
MUET
At last, done for all the muet papers. I'm not doing really well for the papers.
a) speaking - We do not have conclusion, do not have enough time, and none realise my signal and everyone still supporting on the points. Anyway, I suppose, we all did better than usual. A word to describe : satisfactory.
b) Reading comprehension - Oh my, I thought it will be really tough as it carries 135 over 300 marks. I'm reading and doing so fast and at last I left almost an hour. Then only I restudy the passages and think thoroughly for the questions and reconfirm my answers. Hmm, still a lot time left, proven by my lovely art =p
I should have leave the examination hall earlier right ? I admit that I'm stupid. Anyway, I'm not doing really well for that paper, give it a maximum of 10 questions wrong - 27 marks .. =(
c) Writing paper - Oh bad, I used an hour for summary and got a perfect words count of 100. I'm really stupid, I thought that paper got 2 hours. I do not even have time to think of points for the essay. Not going to mention the question here as I have forgotten. I think that I'm getting a 10 over 60 marks for essay. This is the worst essay that I ever wrote, oh damn it!! Irrelevant points with no relevant examples and no proper sequences between points. I should be satisfied because I'm able to finish it is it???? This is what we called not enough practises made and no time management. Hahaha, I'm laughing at myself.
d) Listening - The superb easy paper, as compared to others. I did mistakes as well, but it is still the easiest among all. Can the examiners please check the CD and audio systems before they start the exam? Come on, this is no play-play, actual examination man, and we're having like audio system problems, and the CD stopped in the middle of the conversation for part III. Our listening part delayed for like 30 minutes as we listened to the first part of the conversation for a total of THREE times, its THREE times man!! I got headache after she repeated the answer "OVERREACTING" for so many times. After that annoying three times, we got the better CD from another examination room, and then we listened the same conversation all over again for another TWO times. I can even jot down what they have spoken in SENTENCES instead of point form. STUPID government, even SMK Cochrane got the same problem. I think the whole Malaysia faced this silly condition.
MUET sucks. Don't ask me why am I taking the papers, I'm just taking it for fun. =)
a) speaking - We do not have conclusion, do not have enough time, and none realise my signal and everyone still supporting on the points. Anyway, I suppose, we all did better than usual. A word to describe : satisfactory.
b) Reading comprehension - Oh my, I thought it will be really tough as it carries 135 over 300 marks. I'm reading and doing so fast and at last I left almost an hour. Then only I restudy the passages and think thoroughly for the questions and reconfirm my answers. Hmm, still a lot time left, proven by my lovely art =pI should have leave the examination hall earlier right ? I admit that I'm stupid. Anyway, I'm not doing really well for that paper, give it a maximum of 10 questions wrong - 27 marks .. =(
c) Writing paper - Oh bad, I used an hour for summary and got a perfect words count of 100. I'm really stupid, I thought that paper got 2 hours. I do not even have time to think of points for the essay. Not going to mention the question here as I have forgotten. I think that I'm getting a 10 over 60 marks for essay. This is the worst essay that I ever wrote, oh damn it!! Irrelevant points with no relevant examples and no proper sequences between points. I should be satisfied because I'm able to finish it is it???? This is what we called not enough practises made and no time management. Hahaha, I'm laughing at myself.
d) Listening - The superb easy paper, as compared to others. I did mistakes as well, but it is still the easiest among all. Can the examiners please check the CD and audio systems before they start the exam? Come on, this is no play-play, actual examination man, and we're having like audio system problems, and the CD stopped in the middle of the conversation for part III. Our listening part delayed for like 30 minutes as we listened to the first part of the conversation for a total of THREE times, its THREE times man!! I got headache after she repeated the answer "OVERREACTING" for so many times. After that annoying three times, we got the better CD from another examination room, and then we listened the same conversation all over again for another TWO times. I can even jot down what they have spoken in SENTENCES instead of point form. STUPID government, even SMK Cochrane got the same problem. I think the whole Malaysia faced this silly condition.
MUET sucks. Don't ask me why am I taking the papers, I'm just taking it for fun. =)
Friday, May 09, 2008
Thursday, May 08, 2008
BLOG - for now
All of sudden feel like writing my own blogs, maybe this is one of the sites for me to express my thoughts and feelings,and write everything out BIG and CLEAR =x
By looking on the consequences below, I'm not sure how long I will continue to blog and how much I'll write on this blog.
a) the news where bloggers are being caught when they eventually wrote on sensitive and religious issues (as you know, we're in a multiracial country, comments on other races especially MALAYS is a NONO =), sorry but I have to say that I'm racist. However, this is not going to bring any effects on me, as I don't comment much on others but more on personal issues, I suppose.)
b) My interest on a particular thing or activity will not last long. As the Malay saying goes,I'm always 'hangat-hangat tahi ayam'. When I'm involved in any games or forums, I'll not keep track of it for a long period of time, maybe a week, or a month or maybe a few months but I'll be real active before I get bored with it. The same goes for new pouch, new bags, new facial products and etc, I'll put it aside after some time and eventually forget them. Oh ya, I had other blogs which I have not update for years, this is the part that I worried most. I hope I'll continue blogging as reading blog posts of my own after 5 years or 10 years or when I'm 40/50/60/before I am dead, may be a really funny and exciting past time and I think that I'll be laughing my ass off that time.
Blogs shouldn't be long right? or else, it will be real boring. So, that's all for this particular post =)
By looking on the consequences below, I'm not sure how long I will continue to blog and how much I'll write on this blog.
a) the news where bloggers are being caught when they eventually wrote on sensitive and religious issues (as you know, we're in a multiracial country, comments on other races especially MALAYS is a NONO =), sorry but I have to say that I'm racist. However, this is not going to bring any effects on me, as I don't comment much on others but more on personal issues, I suppose.)
b) My interest on a particular thing or activity will not last long. As the Malay saying goes,I'm always 'hangat-hangat tahi ayam'. When I'm involved in any games or forums, I'll not keep track of it for a long period of time, maybe a week, or a month or maybe a few months but I'll be real active before I get bored with it. The same goes for new pouch, new bags, new facial products and etc, I'll put it aside after some time and eventually forget them. Oh ya, I had other blogs which I have not update for years, this is the part that I worried most. I hope I'll continue blogging as reading blog posts of my own after 5 years or 10 years or when I'm 40/50/60/before I am dead, may be a really funny and exciting past time and I think that I'll be laughing my ass off that time.
Blogs shouldn't be long right? or else, it will be real boring. So, that's all for this particular post =)
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