Saturday, September 27, 2008

Life goes on

Walking past
the corridors
the canteen
the lecture halls

everything is the same
the same workers
the same arrangement
the same chopsticks and spoons

However, the people are different
you'll be in somewhere else
doing some other things
with your own daily routines

Don't know if we have chance to meet
smiling with each other
getting to know each other
sharing our thoughts and feelings

Doubts in my mind
and life still goes on

GReeNy Skin

A fresh new skin for my blog.
I should say, this is the first time I go and search and edited the code for my dearie skin.
The last one was the very common blogspot blue skin. Haha

Even the shoutbox I mixed and matched my very own color so that it comes together well with my dearie skin once again.

Give some comment =)

Thursday, September 25, 2008

May/June AS maths

My handset vibrated during biology lecture, I thought my family or some friend had sent me a message. It showed Miss.Christina. What came into my mind was the photo session with her in the moring, maybe she wants the pictures or what.

" Wei...u got top in d world 4 AS maths...hehe'

I have read the sentence for numerous times, and showed Pei Hwa. It's kind of unbelievable and that's why I replied with two words , " April Fool ??"

After that, miss replied to me telling me the other names who got top in world/malaysia. It sounded real then, my heart beat is faster after that. This is because I'm really excited and glad to hear that, however, I have not received any official statement/ letter telling me that. I just don't like the feeling of being in the sky and at last, back to ground. So, I'm trying to ignore that.

Just now I said that it was bio lecture. All of sudden, Ms.Chong who is my biology lecturer, called my name, wanting me to answer one of the past year questions. But then she popped out with a question ' Why am I so happy today?' I replied to her saying that ' because I'm wearing red'
That's the truth, almost all Sn8b wore red, and I was asked as well. Since this will be out last week being in school, with most of the students, everyone is excited being models , photo sessions are held here and there. Back to Ms.Chong, she suddenly said that she has a good news to tell me later. Oh my god, my heart is beating faster, hormone adrenaline is being secreted I could say. LOLOL, * bio addict * She added saying our school has 3 students, each got top in world/malaysia in maths, business and general paper, and one of them from Sn8abc. It's kind of obvious then.

After my brain analysed everything, it tells me that what Ms. Christina said earlier was true. It's really unbelievable. Anyway, the office haven't inform me, I should wait and pretended that I don't know anything, and obviously, I'm a human, I would expect the better news.

I didn't tell my daddy when he is driving, during dinner time, I told them that I got an award from Cambridge, but I'm still not sure whether it is true or not.

Here comes the second day,25th of september, around 11am , right after Mr.Low lecture, Ms.Hwang called me, telling me the great news. Woo Hoo, I'm really happy now, as that's true, head of school wanna see me, congratulated me as well.

Yeah, I could say, it was a big title, and I'm really glad that I managed to do that. I found the papers easy, and I knew that the threshold will be really high when I came out from the examination room. Although I'm sure that I'll get an A (sorry for being too confidence, this is the only subject that I managed to do well), but I didn't really expect to be the highest.
I'm never highest in the primary, or even secondary, and out of sudden, highest in the world.
Many people did well, its just that I'm the lucky one.

Thanks everyone who congratulates me, and yeah, my parents guidance ..Love them much, muackss... I knew that they're proud of me, I'm happy to see them with their smiles on the face.

YEah!

Thursday, September 04, 2008

黑暗

你永远不知道,你把每个人的心都伤的好重。。
做么要把自己看得那么重要??
何不想想他人。。。
做人自私自利是没有好处的,是没有用的
为了你一个好,多少人要受苦?
会读书很厉害吗?会赚钱很厉害吗?
不会关怀别人的心, 留着来干嘛?

我很痛苦啊,每次都是这样, 
你骂我们不要紧, 让我们伤心不要紧
请你,不要再去气她好吗?
家里没有人比你厉害,可是没有他们是没有你的, 你知不知道??

我不懂事,我最小,我什么都不会,我不会读书,我不会赚钱,
我不会这个,不会那个。。
可是,我懂得什么是 亲情, 你到底懂不懂
我求求你, 我什么都不要,我只要大家开心一点, 生活简单一点!!!
好吗???

谁听到我讲话??????? 谁。。。??
我真得不能在承受更多

CRappY results

got some of the papers back for trial ..
it wasn't really bad, and not good either..
I can say, it lies on the border line from my satisfied results.
and those are my expected results.
Anyway, I'm the one who didn't revise and had been slacking out there,
I deserved this type of results..
Congratulation to myself =)

everyone strive for A2 k?!! Love ya all