Yaya's Diary

Why?

2011-12-26T01:39:00.001+08:00

Been so long, such a soothing song for to be listened in the middle of night

想念

2011-12-15T21:20:00.003+08:00

每天放工都会经过你的家

不自觉地把油门放慢

再把头迅速地转向你家的窗户

努力的寻找着你的影子

只可惜

一直面对着我的

都是那紧闭的窗户

一而再

再而三

我默默地等着

哪一天

那扇窗会被开启

:(

2011-10-24T00:29:00.001+08:00

你不知道我需要花多少的耐心只因。。。

我害怕你听到闷

我害怕你不耐烦

我害怕你不明白

我害怕你没兴趣

我每每都在观察你的

一举一动。表情。动作。回应

因为身体语言是最直接反射一个人的真心

我可以不说的

不需要让你知道我工作上的一点一滴

简单的几个科学名词

我需要花几个生活例子来比喻

为的是什么

只不过是希望你更了解我

没有100% 也至少大约明白

这样我跟你沟通的范围

聊天的话题

可以多一些

所以我每每都花时间精神和你一一解释

一次

两次

三次

四次

我再多的爱，再多的耐心

也会耗完的

我只好选择

闭嘴

至少换给我的不是冷漠的分心

Remorseful, but Forgiven

2011-09-22T02:18:00.005+08:00

I think I was a hedgehog in my last life

For being so blunt verbally

For all the hurts - be it directly or indirectly

Thanks for being forgiving of all my flaws

One after another

I know I should not take it for granted

For what I did

I am deeply remorseful

Though forgiven

But do allow me to repeat

I am sorry

:)

2011-09-15T21:35:00.003+08:00

他说要和我分享他的喜悦

我想偷偷告诉他

跟他在一起就是我的喜悦

The - Famiglia

2011-07-31T22:11:00.004+08:00

The moment of silence was worst than sitting in the exam hall

Tension within the four walls

Shouts Blames Shames Ignorance taken the lead

Care Love Respect Laughter were all gone behind the scene

Volcano explosion within seconds

It turns ugly
Nothing seems to run far away from money

I felt the guilt though I'm not the subject

I have no right to speak

Handicapped as I'm not producing, not a cent

The fact now is that I need to make a decision

That brings me the fear for my future

Bright future seems to be so near and yet so far

Light that leads me through my life has turned dimmer

The more thinking about it lead to greater stress

I wonder how well could I survive with such high expectations

I want a winning bet so so so badly as I couldn't afford any failure

However a 50% probability is running my imagination far

Far to a path I couldn't see

My lost light

Please come back to me

回忆 | 我的好多个日子。。。

2011-06-09T00:34:00.002+08:00

我很天真真的很天真
我一直以为，以为是这样只
可惜一次又一次的让我失望
对你没说什么
只是我天真的认为
我们在多少次的交叉点擦肩而过
不我没有捉紧
不是没有机会只是我不确定
不知道你想的不知道你要的
可能你想的，跟我看的往往是相反的吧
都过了那么久也都放下了好几次
是你一直把我拉回来

这次我清楚知道

回忆毕竟还是回忆
若一个人没有了回忆
那活着也未免太无聊了吧

今天看见的让我想起我们曾经因该一起做的东西一起去的地方
也让我更清楚地看见了
我有多天真多傻

也该做个了断了到此为此吧
重新出发
明天总会更好：）

In memoir of Genes

2011-05-08T11:00:00.004+08:00

6th May

So that was the last face I ever see
I was all worried when you weren't responding
No response when I was petting you continuously
Nor any responses when I called your name continuously
You look superbly weak and barely moving
I can do nothing but all helpless looking at you
sillily accompanying you and continuously taking to you

7th May

You were sent to the vet hospital and was admitted
I wasn't around to accompany you nor anyone of the family
I was afraid that you thought we wanted to abandon you
We didn't! I was not free and now I felt guilty for not sparing the little time
Please don't tell me you gave up because we were not there
Blood check to found out that you have got kidney failure
So it explains the continuous throwing out and the loss of appetite
Everything sounds promising from the vet as he said you are on drip and need to be observed for another 2 days
8th May

First news in the morning, you left us
How can I take it without seeing your last face
Euthanasia
Mercy Killing
The doctor didn't want you to suffer any further
Nor I wanted
Nor we wanted
I think that's the right choice
To bury you in love
Rather that keeping you alive in suffer

Rest in peace and we love you forever

Love Me Back Please

2011-04-20T01:28:00.002+08:00

You never knew how much I love you
I love you, more than what you know

You never knew how much I care for you
I care, way more than you could think

You never knew how many times I attempted to call you
You never knew how many times I typed and cleared the sms screen
You never knew how excited I was when I thought you texted me
You never knew how hard I have waited for your reply
You never knew how much it hurts to suppress myself from talking to you
You never knew how much it hurts when I was counted out of the pictures
You never knew how much I miss you when people asked me about you

I innocently thought, I could stop thinking about you by deactivating Facebook
Apparently no, that's so useless
You just didn't realize you're so important for me
Irreplaceable I would say
So please my dear, you can't be replaced by anyone
My assurance

My apology for the misunderstandings
My apology for making my judgment based on what was saw
My apology for not having the gut to clarify with you

Love | Me | Back | Please
A phrase that I only use when I talk to you
I love you ♥

L♥ve story

2011-04-10T03:14:00.002+08:00

And their love story begins here!! :)

Sneak Peak

2011-04-10T00:10:00.001+08:00

Sneak Peak!! :) Share this please, on your wall in facebook!! :))

难 | 不难

2011-04-07T12:26:00.002+08:00

我的要求很简单
我要的只是
一封简单的短讯
难道很困难吗？

念 | 而我泣

2011-04-04T02:55:00.003+08:00

一張張的照片
一頁頁的回憶
苦的甜的酸的
無一不讓我嘴角微微的揚起
那麼多的畫面
不斷的重演
每每都包含著我,你
一同的微笑
一同的哭泣
一同的狂歡
一同的爛醉
述說著的是我的故事;你的故事;我們的故事

可悲的是
一張張的照片
同樣的地方同樣的場景同樣的笑容
不同的是
演員不再一樣了

而我
可有機會再踏入此劇場
繼續寫我們的故事?

ONLY | IF

2011-03-27T03:26:00.002+08:00

Life would be more colourful
filled with more excitement
and overloaded with love

ONLY IF
things could be resolved

ONLY IF
you were to response

ONLY IF
time could fly back

ONLY IF
I have the time machine

ONLY IF
the internet don't exist

ONLY IF
you're still here

ONLY IF
you care

ONLY IF
ONLY IF
ONLY IF

I'm so helpless

WHAT IF
...................

I don't want that to happen

No Way

2011-03-18T02:24:00.002+08:00

Words hurt
Like how it usually does
We experienced together
I experienced all by myself

You said,
It comes with reasons
But what?
Said you would explain
But when?
Long awaited but don't seem to come true

No way
I'm not what was mentioned
I was sentenced to death 2 months back
What could I say?
What could be explained?
NONE

I remained silent
I remained calm
Prevent war
Prevent break up
Prevent further misunderstandings

But what?
Things got worsen
More accusations
Like I never care
Like I am the villain
Like I am the one who is being inconsiderate

Looking at the faces
Looking at the expressions
Looking at the pressures

What I got?
Being strayed far away
Being questioned by people
All alone
and yet you're not there for me

No
I can take no more blames
I can take no more questions
I can take no more pressures

Please
Be good to me
I'm suffering
I don't want this anymore

I Love You

2011-02-27T22:24:00.001+08:00

I Love You - Avril Lavigne Vidéo iSacha sélectionnée dans Musique

lala, lalalala, lala, lalala

I like your smile
I like your vibe
I like your style
But that's not why I love you
And I, I like the way, you're such a star
But that's not why I love you, hey

Do you feel, do you feel me, do you feel what I feel too
Do you need, do you need me, do you need me-e-e

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you, is you
Being you, just you
Yea the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

lala, lalalala, lala, lalala

I like the way you misbehave
When we get wasted
But that's not why I love you
And how you keep your cool when I am complicated
But that's not why I love you, hey

Do you feel, do you feel me, do you feel what I feel too
Do you need, do you need me, do you need me-e-e

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
And I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you, is you
Being you, just you
Yea the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

Yeaaa

ohhhh, ohhhh

Even though we didn't make it through
I am always here for you
yea-a-a

You're so beautiful
But that's not why I love you
I'm not sure you know
That the reason I love you, is you
Being you, just you
Yea the reason I love you
Is all that we've been through
And that's why I love you

la la, la la la la (oh ohhh)
la la, la la la la (that's why I love you)
la la, la la la la (oh ohhh)
la la, la la la la (that's why I love you)

疯 | 嗎?

2011-02-20T18:41:00.000+08:00

如果你的朋友有点疯，请好好珍惜！

有点疯的人性格很奇怪,有时候超爱说话,有时候可以一天不说话的时候,会拼命的说话,不高兴的时候,一句话也不说；

有点疯的人不爱记仇,但谁对他好谁对他不好,他还是记得很清楚的；

有点疯的人把真实的自己藏于半夜的寂静和午夜明朗的笑声中；

有点疯的人最注重的就是安全感.希望被保护,却常常是一个人；

有点疯的人不容易爱上一个人，但一旦爱上便很难自拔。一旦受伤，总是被伤的很深。只有几个贴心朋友；

有点疯的人是个很爱撒娇的孩子、总是很依赖别人；

有点疯的人喜欢海,喜欢顾影自怜.喜欢自己舔伤口；

有点疯的人性格很古怪而又孤僻,他们会突然在大笑中沉默,感觉悲伤；

有点疯的人心里想什么从来不说.别人也猜不到；

有点疯的人嘴上说不在乎、心里却早已悲凉、心里的那把火早已熄灭；

有点疯的人选择了沉默、不在像以前那样挚热的去追求某样东西；

有点疯的人总是很爱回忆、回忆以前的点点滴滴、以前的大小事只是默默的想着；

有点疯的人天生敏锐，与生具备的第六感，对人的内心有超乎寻常的洞察力，但他会把这些东西放在心里；

有点疯的人可以把你的眼神、内心看得很清楚，但却不会告诉你，他用旁观的态度判定虚伪；

有点疯的人不懂甜言蜜语，不屑拍马屁；

有点疯的人本能的排斥虚伪和做作的人；

有点疯的人不会真的发火，就算生气，也很快忘记！

有点疯的人只对真正懂他的人，展示他的创造性，他的情绪他变得冷淡就证明他开始对你重新审视，当他越是沉默，就代表他越是生气；

有点疯的人可能看起来很凶，其实内心是最柔软的；

有点疯的人看起来很冷淡，但那只是保护自己的方法；

有点疯的人很重视友情，但被伤害后绝对不再友善；

有点疯的人很容易被感动，但感动中又保有理智；

有点疯的人可能看起来很坚强，其实是最脆弱的；

有点疯的人可能很爱哭，但他的哭并不代表认输；

有点疯的人可能看起来很笨，其实大智若愚；

有点疯的人可能做事很毛躁，但内心很细心；

有点疯的人天生敏感和细腻，却会用心鉴定；

有点疯的人懦弱，受了伤之后，只知道躲在无人的地方独自哭泣；

有点疯的人虚伪，明明已经心痛到无法呼吸，还要在最爱的他面前假装坚强；不轻易让任何人走进他自己独自的世界；

有点疯的人的笑容，无论开心或者悲伤，他都是一脸笑容，笑容，是他们伪装自己最好的武器；

有点疯的人的眼泪，从不轻易让人看见，他的泪，从来只有她知道，

只是，谁又知道，在有点脑残的人笑脸背后，埋藏的是深深的悲伤，笑的越开心，伤的越深；

有点疯的人的退缩，有点脑残的人，永远不会轻易说爱或者喜欢，除非真的喜欢到了极点，否则，要他们表白几乎不可能，但是，一旦表白，他们就是不遗余力的付出，即使知道这样做换来的结果可能是深深的伤害…

有点疯的人，永远只可能做同一件事两次，表白也一样，同一个人，只可能听到他向你最深的表白两次，两次之后，就是绝对的安静了…即使仍然深爱着，他也没有勇气再说第三遍我爱你…他的退缩，不能重复一件事第三次；

有点疯的人愚蠢，不懂的怎么挽回深爱的人的心，只能自己心中默默的祝福和祈祷。

受了伤的有点疯的人，只会在角落独自忍受锥心的痛。

有点疯的人的：体贴第一名，爱吃第一名，爱家第一名，孝顺第一名，多愁善感第一名。

如果你爱上有点疯的人…请你疼爱有点疯的人。

Source: (facebook.com)

Don't date her :p

2011-02-19T00:31:00.003+08:00

When you plan to date a person with D ( in DISC Assessment), make sure that you keep surprise level to the lowest. This is because I'm so sure that people with D don't need SURPRISES... >< THEY hated thriller and suspense saying that those are bad for heart, health and life. AND SO HERE ARE THE UNSUCCESSFUL ATTEMPTS in guessing on what are we gonna do!!

-> go makan
-> ur family opening restaurant
-> u doin a unifest pre-opening ceremony b4 meeting
-> u giving me the 500k to jaga
-> u getting a new home
-> u got free tickets to wac movie
-> u call JJ and Ian prank call me
-> u got 8tv to interview for unifest
-> u buying CAR!
-> u getting new dog
-> u want to get married!
-> u want to go for 'guy-gal' meeting to get bf!
-> u getting nail manicure
-> u belanja movie
->u gonna bake. make ur product, n i m the guniepig
-> ur cheese product launch
-> u goin genting
-> u getting new dress to go somewhere
-> u wanna bring us to a woman's nite clubbing
-> u wanna introduce ur bf!
-> u wanna introduce ur potential bf
-> u going to have a partayyyy
-> u donating ur dog away
-> u acting in a movie, ask me to come watch
-> u getting new job as secret CIA Agent for UCSI, to be a spy, spy for ppl like me
-> u goin for a make-over!
-> u goin cookin competition
-> u buying new wardrobe
-> u giving money
-> u want to go out eat

CREATIVE MUCH? If you're interested to know this girl, please call 012xxxxxxx :) Hahaha... I can actually introduce you to her...

If I Die Young

2011-02-14T16:19:00.000+08:00

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh oh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I’ll shine down on my mother
She'll know I’m safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh and
Life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

And I’ll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I’m as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I’ve never known the lovin' of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
There’s a boy here in town says he’ll love me forever
Who would have thought forever could be severed by

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no I’ll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I’m a goner

And maybe then you’ll hear the words I been singin’
Funny when you're dead how people start listenin’

If I die young bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song
oh oh

The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep ‘em in your pocket
Save them for a time when your really gonna need 'em oh

The sharp knife of a short life, well
I’ve had just enough time

So put on your best boys and I’ll wear my pearls

Happy Valentine's Day :x

My One & Only One

2011-01-10T17:05:00.003+08:00

Please do not be disappointed with me as well don't compare me with the "sianz" people.
You know I love you and we're not comparable.
I love you and I don't mean to hide anything from you.

You were the one who shared my laughter and joy;
You were the one who brought me laughter and surprises in life;
You were the one who accompanied me when I'm down and emotionally affected;
You were the one who supported me throughout my life.

How can I live without you,
believe me and take my words,
you can never be substituted,
forever and ever.

Love ♥

叮噹　一半

2011-01-10T00:08:00.005+08:00

一半叮当［一半　叮噹　歌詞］

喝酒的伴
一起看电影的伴
早午晚餐的那个伴
朋友不能留得太晚
明天要上班

唱K的伴
一起去旅行的伴
听懂我的笑话的伴
我的生活
只差那个人就美满

快乐剩一人分享
快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
噢吼~~

没人分享
幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
节日却提醒我孤单

没有想法
有想法又能怎样
只能写部落格遮暖
几个流言安慰不了
心里的遗憾
没有负担原来也是种负担
自由多得让人心慌
你羡慕我
那要不要跟我交换

快乐剩一人分享
快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
噢吼~~

没人分享
幸福就只剩一半
努力把日子都填满
别来提醒我的孤单

快乐剩一人分享
快乐就只剩一半
喝一碗汤
心怎么都不够暖
这张被单这张睡床
再舒服都觉得太宽
噢吼~~

没人分享
幸福就只剩一半
就算把日子都填满
每人知道我多孤单

Last memorable conversation for year 2010!

2011-01-01T16:32:00.006+08:00

One of the many conversations that I would love to keep :p ~~~~

31/12/2010 21:49 : Wanted to love you back but what time will u appear for my love

31/12/2010 22:48 : Omg. I just saw this. Everywhere blocked:(

31/12/2010 22:49 : =( i tot u duwan choi me =p where r u now?y cum so late?

31/12/2010 22:50 : Cos everywhere blocked we need to make big rounds, where are u all?

31/12/2010 22:51: At the park with fountains sumwhere in front the main gate to get out fr building

31/12/2010 22:53 : Huh? How to find? :(

31/12/2010 23:02 : Where r u? Were u walking here now? We r right in front the entrance written suria klcc

31/12/2010 23:04 : What else shops u see?

31/12/2010 23:04 : Spot yellow hat! Dome darling

31/12/2010 23:06 : Omg. I think thats totally the other end. We're at burberry.

31/12/2010 23:07 : Wait were u walking at the park? Just keep walking we r at the centre..

31/12/2010 23:10 : Where r u?update pls

31/12/2o1o 23:13 : Not at park. We're at the burberry/coach entrance.

31/12/2010 23:13 : Owhh u cant come in 2 park fr klcc entrance blocked.. follow the crowd and walk fr outside 2 get in

31/12/2010 23:15 : ????

31/12/2010 23:15 : Wat ? =.=

31/12/2010 23:19 : U know how to come not? Or u stay at burberry there go find u?

31/12/2010 23:20 : Argh i want to c u be4 2011 omg where r u?

31/12/2010 23:23 : Mins how?

31/12/2010 23:23 : Where r u? R u coming or wat? I tot u looking 4 us?

31/12/2010 23:24 : Trying to look babe.

31/12/2010 23:26 : U still at burberry? Or u c starbucks and dome d? Did u c the word suria klcc?

31/12/2010 23:28 : Here oso got! Did u see burberry?

31/12/2010 23:30 : We r at the rite center with dome n starbucks can u both pls walk towards the center? I can c san fran steakhouse 2nd floor too..i dun c burberry!

31/12/2010 23:32 : Thats the thiing. I know where dome is but they closed all entrance n stuff. How to findd??

31/12/2010 23:33 : I already told hp that u all need 2 folo ampang entrance pass tru klcc convention centre get in2 park! jus folo the crowd..when we get out the entrances were block d =.=

31/12/2010 23:35 : We know babee. We knowww.

31/12/2010 23:36 : klcc con centres oso closed dy.

31/12/2010 23:37 : But y are u still at burberry babe?

31/12/2010 23:37 : Ouch how 2 close? that side cun close 1..U get out of klcc fr ampang gate la..then walk walk walk..

31/12/2010 23:38 : Can u see citibank banners?

31/12/2010 23:39 : No! We r rite in front of the water fountain..rite center..

31/12/2010 23:40 : Im going to die.

31/12/2o10 23:40 : But i m not fluffy =p

31/12/2010 23:41 : Omg.

31/12/2010 23:42 : Shit u.. where r u babe? Ok look up the sky.. behind me klcc building rite in front traders hotel and exon mobil on my rite got crowne..on my left pnb

31/12/2010 23:49 : Aiks c u next yr

31/12/2010 23:51 : U know klcc tat big stairs got out fr fullhouse or chilis to the park? we r rite in front the stairs..WHERE R U..GRR

31/12/2010 23:54 : Near fountain or near building?

31/12/2010 23:54 : Near bulding spot yellow duck

31/12/2010 23:54 : Just next to stairs walk fast..along u can sure c me

31/12/2010 23:57 : Im near dome!

This is like so so so finally!!!! Resolved before 2011!!Yeah hooray... Love you babe, you didn't know how gen jiong I felt when I was texting you... Look at the time gap btw the msgs.. Happy New Year and hope that year 2011 would be a better year!!! :D

Hugs

2010-12-14T22:37:00.003+08:00

Photo by kalandrakas

Today, I switched on my computer in a very lazy manner and the first thing I did was signing in MSN. What popped out was a message from a friend, usually these offline messages are just some unfinished past conversations; random messages; advertisements and etc which I usually closes after glancing through. But today, I got something special as follows:-

"not tryin to b cheesy. but i suddenly remember u. wahaha. i read a post bout hugs. n i remembered the time i lost nutri n meta assignment file n cried. u gave me a hug in computer lab. hehehe. i wud always remember those who lend me a helping hand n comfort me when i breakdnw"

I'm so touched for a moment, its a rather huge comfort after the long working hours. No, we not necessarily keep in contact all the time, chatting 24-7 nor messages each other every day, but these little memories are enough to be kept in my heart. I'm blessed and glad to have you all around the Uni adding in bits of colors to my Uni life. I can still remember the whole incidence, on how bad the silly antivirus deleted your files automatically, I can't help much but am again glad that my hug helps.

Love

UCSIU Biz Plan 2010

2010-11-28T14:34:00.003+08:00

Been going through all the stressful moments for the past few weeks. The starting of co-op ain't easy, working from 8.00 am to 6.00 pm daily and not just that, the traveling time is the one that kills. The only thing that I wanted to do when I reaches home from work is SLEEP :x Wake up - bath - drive - work - drive - bath - eat - sleep is basically my daily routine for the first two weeks. It seems to be normal for the working adults but adaptation time is much required for a STUDENT :D

For now I have pretty much adapted to it, and I would say that the executives and managers are all quite friendly. When I am all adapted, there strike the news that my team is one of the finalists for UCSIU BizPlan :X We are all science students, business is not what we have studied all these while. We suffered most of the time in the preparations, in the discussions, and very much when we were doing the financial projections as well as the writing of the proposal. The proposal is all done with much help from our advisor, Mr Kong who is also doing a similar project. Although the proposal is done, but that is completed in a very rush manners, there are a lot of things to be brushed up in the proposal. We didn't give much hope in being one of the finalists, and thus we didn't quite follow the news from the organizer's side.

One day, I got a mail saying that I'm one of the finalists, and thus I need to go back for a workshop together with a rehearsal during my working days. Letters were prepared for smooth approval of our leaves, and that's the time when my stress comes back. Everything seems to happen in a split second. 24/11/10 (Wed) was the workshop on presentation skills and few words of advice from the faculty's dean Dr.Hon. 25/11/10 (Thur) I need to go back to PJ to work as I didn't apply continuous leave, and thus, I can only start my preparation for the presentation on Thursday night itself. Phui Yan and I worked until quite late to complete our video and presentation slides. 26/11/10 (Fri) was the rehearsal day, and we woke up around 6 to 7 and got ready our scripts for our rehearsal. After some discussion with the advisor, we made some changes to the slides and video before the rehearsal starts. Later only we found out that the so called rehearsal wasn't a rehearsal, it's actually just a short briefing and testing of the projections and audio system :/ Shoot, for this 'rehearsal', we actually got so nervous but it didn't happen, miscommunications, hahaha. Then we went back, and continue our preparation for the actual day presentation which is on the NEXT DAY. OMG, the worst thing ever happened cause both of us got DIARRHEA at such important moment. :(

27/11/10 (Sat) We reached Uni before 9.00 ready for our presentation, while waiting for our turns, the whole university BLACKOUT! Come on, we were like, how can this happen? We have so many external judges in the rooms. The electricity don't resume after quite some time, and thus the competition continues in a room with natural sunlight. We don't get to use the projector nor the speakers, and we have to change our whole plans. Presentation was made using the laptop facing towards the judges, so when we explain, we don't get to see the slides. Luckily I would say, everything went on quite smoothly. The judges, one of those was the Vice Chancellor of UCSIU, Dr. Robert Bong, gave us alot of insight and sharing, as well as their views and the shortcomings of our proposal. One important point was pointed out where we wasn't clear on our business modal, and thus the slight confusion in the whole plan.

After our presentation, we don't feel calm though, as the closing and prize giving ceremony will be held in the auditorium at 2.00 pm right after our lunch break. We had our catered lunch before we headed for the ceremony. We were all nervous before the prize giving ceremony. I think our heartbeat shoot up a lot when the emcees were announcing the 1st runner up and champion for product category. We held our hands together while waiting for the announcement of results for service category. My tears almost dropped from my eyes when they announce that the champion is my group.
It's such a relief when the results was announced and all I wanted to say is that our hard work worth it !!

I have never regretted taking part in this competition as I know, for any field that I wanted to pursue in the future would be related to business, none of us can deny that fact. So why wait? Try experiencing it now when you have got that opportunity :)

Commonwealth 2010!!

2010-10-14T23:51:00.003+08:00

Very interesting badminton match from Malaysia team today...Malaysia managed to secure three gold medal from badminton in the commonwealth game @ New Delhi~~~

The mixed doubles' match , Malaysia against England was really fast, everything happened so quickly and luckily Malaysia managed to catch up and won the first match. That luck continues for the second match where Malaysia had quite a few game points before winning the medal. Good job Koo Kien Keat and Chin Eei Hui!

Our Dato Lee Chong Wei helped Malaysia in producing another individual gold medal where he outplayed Rajiv Ouseph 21- 11 and 21 - 7. Precisely he played with his good judgement and techniques :)

Koo KK and Tan Boon Heong won the match against Robertson and Anthony Clark by 21-19 and 21-14. The first match was interesting where I can't move my eyes off the screen. This pair will forever be my IDOL and all I can say is that they make the perfect partner. Look at the moves and the way they defense and attack, very impressive.

The most exciting rally was the one between Wong Mew Choo and Saina Nehwal from India. It was a relief for us Malaysian when Mew Choo won the first match with 21-19. The second game was good although the scores were closely followed by both of the players, one after another. Mew Choo was the leader for the second game too, nearing to the GAME point, disappointingly, she missed her match point for the GOLD medal and lost to Saina in the second game. There comes the third game and we can see that Mew Choo got very unstable in controlling the shuttle as well as her stamina being worn out as the third game starts. Saina defeated Malaysia with 23-21 and 21-13!

Although Mew Choo didn't manage to win Malaysia the 13rd gold medal in the commonwealth game, but I'm still very proud of her and all the players from Malaysia. I enjoyed spending 6 hours watching the rallies and listening thrice to the national anthem :)

p/s: I watched HD live from astro beyond, super nice~~~ go for high definition people, shall give a try :p

2010-10-13T02:55:00.002+08:00

Been long since I last updated my blog :(
I'm not happy! Haihz

Hope that I can work harder for the upcoming exams

All the best to all my peeps out there!!!

Don't come exam week

2010-08-11T00:31:00.002+08:00

I hope that tomorrow never comes
Not the day after tomorrow also
Can I have a fast forward till 21st pleaseeeee
Oh no, fast forward I will still need to go through the days in between right
Okay, can somebody please borrow me a time machine
I don't have wild dreams to mess with the planet
Not terrorizing the world
Nor overwriting the history
I just want to skip the exam week :p
Thanks

She | Motivation

2010-08-06T23:49:00.005+08:00

A lady lying on a pretty flowery couch
And she is comfortably sleeping
You would have expected this scene in the home of a lovely family
But I saw this when my dad drove past a backstreet at Brickfields
That couch was surrounded by a pile of filthy waste
Without any shelter but the warm ray of sunlight

Yes, she can sleep without any worries of tomorrow under such conditions
She doesn't have a shelter or probably a family
But her face is calm
Hidden with a story which would never be revealed

A scene that touched my heart
A scene which I captured in my mind
A scene which reminds me of how grateful I am

At times I think that human should learn to be grateful
With what granted by god & given by parents!!

You'll have it if you deserve it :) Be motivated, Lengar!!

Me | Lost

2010-08-04T14:42:00.003+08:00

I have just lost my direction in life
Not exactly just only, but things started bugging me since last week
Too much information and opportunities
up till the extend where I don't know which is good and appropriate for me to follow

I'm now totally lost in direction
of what I wanted in the future
on which is the correct path to be followed

Going for a degree, completing it, further studying for masters and Ph.D is not just what I wanted! Yes, that's what I have planned for since I'm in secondary 4 which is like 5 years ago. I have even decided the course and University back then. Okay, all these is a must.
But apart from that, I always wanted more, not that I'm not satisfied with what I'm having now, but if you understand me, you know what I meant here.

Looking at how strong they were walking in paths leading to their dreams, I felt that I'm a total coward, for not having the courage in pursuing mine. Completing a degree in food science & nutri is one of my dreams, but I do have a lot more dreams...

Dreams dreams dreams.. and dreams will still be dreams? Huh?

Okay, I'm lost again.

WOW food fair ;)

2010-07-17T01:29:00.003+08:00

Life's so hectic because of food fair.
WE LOVE UCSIU so much as we stayed back in uni till 12 something not baking and all but just for the preparation of booth:( And the guards tried to shoo us out which we kinda ignored :D Hahahaha

I have to thanks a lot of people for lending their hands, as well as cooperation from all my group members, I might not be a good leader, but still we made it a success, don't we?? I didn't expect to win, so it doesnt really matter to me, but what we get to learn behind is of utmost importance. Like what Dr.Hon mentioned on the stage during the closing speech, we wouldnt remember the marks we scored in the later years but the interactions and times we spent together for this whole long duration :D

All I can say is that, everyone did really well for the food fair :D I had fun trying all the different creative WOW foods :D hehe!

放肆

2010-06-24T01:17:00.004+08:00

放肆

说的简单做很难
也该找个时间放肆一下
至少现在我需要放肆的大哭
没有别的解救方案
至少酱我可能会好过一些

DARN THAT freaky ASSUMPTIONS made

2010-06-17T01:34:00.004+08:00

No, I'm not talking about you.
But the relative closeness of the messages are sometimes or shall I say, most of the times MISLEADING.

How pathetic that at my age, my friends are still making guesses on what you are thinking, what's up with you, and secretly posting and discussing behind of you. Ugly faces, yes! Things that we wanted to overcome as our 2010 resolution but to no avail. If all these persist, nothing can be changed. Sorry but this is going to be the fact. I can't change a fact, its just like a finding supported with researches.

No, I don't want to start up a war nor a fight with you. I'm just putting up the truth, and reveal my feelings. I don't want to comment so much, but since you're making guesses where you think that you're wrong all the time, please ask me in my FACE, and I will answer you what is actually pissing me off. Darn, I didn't say anything and yet you start making assumptions, and as if the assumptions are all freaking correct. AWFUL, not at all.

You're sick = NO to you
Why bother to see who's attending?
Why bother to see how tomorrow?
Why bother to know the location?
SAY NO, don't errrr, I never like vague replies.
You don't have to be afraid of me, I don't bite wtf. Just tell me the truth, why hiding?
No need, you don't have to. SAY NO when you're not interested. Enough said. Don't give me empty hopes every time, and I'm darn tired of all these. I would rather walk off silently since nobody cares.

Updates

2010-06-16T01:16:00.003+08:00

Just a quick update :)

My school (faculty) would be having a food fair next month. As I'm one of the food science students taking the subject Food Processing and Preservation, I'm supposed to come out with a new marketable product which is NOT FOUND / NOT COMMERCIALIZED in Malaysia yet.
Ok, our group failed badly, after trials on 6 different recipes, god bless us for the coming trial please :) Really need to pray hardly so it will work, else we need to opt for our another food product, and redo all the trials :(

Next week is going to be our mid-term week, at first 3 subjects would all be stucked on the same week, but one of the lecturers extended the subject to the following week, so we get more times in the preparation on the 1st two subjects, good news indeed :p

Next week is also the due for assignment as well as lab reportssssss. :( And yet, I have not started on those due to lack of experiment results, gotta get my ass ready to work on it already.

SASSA- our faculty beloved students' association, which is making the committees sasasasasasasasa (crazy in Chinese) Haha, we have to chop, cut and staples the Food Fair coupons by our hands in few days time.

Okay, each of those uncompleted tasks doesn't seem to be difficult, but do notice the overlapping of the dates? All are packed on the next week, and for sure, this weekends is going to be a long one :( A lot of things need to be done by weekends so I wouldn't be stacked dead alive by more of the new tasks.

Good luck to myself :)

Babe, you've just made my day!

2010-06-04T22:48:00.004+08:00

Little yellow duck frame from my babe

Its not that I got nothing better to do, but I just can't stop myself from writing all these little things that made my day... I don't usually have Monday blues, hahaha, but I do have Friday blues. Thanks to my dear Carmen babe who tried her best to beat my Friday night blues off :) On top of my chocolate sundae ( credits to my 3rd sister), I got this cute little frame from my babe while I am enjoying my ice-cream. A phone call, with a small pressie that makes me feel so warm and happy, for tonight, and whenever I look around my room, noticing all these small pressies which are occupying my room.

Lovely note on the box itself

I heart you babe, and I can't stop myself from loving you more each day, your actions reach the deepest of my heart and you're always by my side when you know I needed you. No, we don't talk as often like how Christina thought we did, we don't meet every single day or perhaps every week, we don't share every single little things, but you just know how to make me happy :) I'm really glad that I have you around with me *Tears*

A Bag For A Tree - Beautiful Earth Campaign

2010-06-01T22:42:00.004+08:00

Are you aware of this? I have came across this campaign in the Star newspaper during the weekends. Do your part in protecting our planet Earth by reducing the use of paper/plastic bags. I'm sure ya know how bad is the Earth affected by the use of plastics itself, not to mention all the other carbon footprints you left behind your footsteps and daily activities. Please enlarge and read through the jpeg file above by double clicking it. A tree will be planted on your behalf when you donate RM 25.00 !! I'm sure that it wouldnt be a problem for working adults, and as for students, just save a bit here and there and you are actually doing a small part in preserving and rehabilitating the mangrove swamps! Oh, before I forget to mention here, 100% of your donation goes to the Malaysian Nature Society (MNS)!

I have done my part, and here you go with a photograph of my earth bag!! Yes, it is pretty and nicely fitted in another green color pouch. So, you can actually carry it along in your handbag when you're going out for shopping, be slightly stylish especially when you do your groceries shopping, and you're going GREEN people!! Do your parts in saving the earth.

p/s: Some contradictions happened when I do the payment for my earth bag, the salesperson from Clinique actually took out a PLASTIC BAG just to fill in my beautiful earth bag. I immediately said NO, and the participating organisations/ brands please EDUCATE your staffs and make sure that they're aware of the visions & missions of this particular campaign. Their awareness have got to be raised.

Some of the extra details for this " A Bag For A Tree" campaign :-

Visit them here at this period of time, DON'T MISS IT!!!

1-20 June : Mid Valley Megamall West Lobby, Ground Floor
21 June- 4 July : The Gardens Mall, Palm Area, Ground Floor
1 June - 4 July : Any participating counters or stores in Mid Valley Megamall or The Gardens Mall. eg, Estee Lauder, Clinique, DKNY and etc

Beryl's Chocolate Fair

2010-05-29T16:42:00.008+08:00

Have you came across this poster? If you didnt see this before, it's not too late yet =)
What you're seeing now is REAL! No doubt, there is this FREE chocolate buffet by Beryl's Chocolate! and YES, it is ALL FREE !!! and you can even get free parking there :) However, petrol and tolls are still on yr own expense :p

I'm sure that all the chocolate lovers out there are not going to miss this event!!! So am I!!

Planned to go on the first day which is Wesak Day, a holiday for everybody, however, I'm packed with something and thus didn't manage to make it!

This is ME!! taken outside the Beryl's Chocolate Factory^^

I went on the second day. Not as many people as I have expected, probably because the same bunch of people didn't stay for long. Although you can eat as much as you can, take as many times as you want, but I don't think that you'll be able to eat for the second time :/ Not big portion, but somehow the sweetness stop you from eating. In the end, you'll get your hands on the packaged chocolates in the chocolate shop.

The chocolate varieties that you get to try!! You'll be given a cupcake liner to fill in the chocolate so that they don't melt in your hands. Obviously, you're not trying on those pralines and truffles shown on the poster, kinda common sense that those are expensive kay?!

Like what I have mentioned previously, I can see everyone left the chocolate factory with bags of chocolates, and some even overload the basket given to them in the shop with so so so many packets of assorted chocolates. Here are some of the chocolates that you can get from the shop right before the exit =)

So, what are you waiting now? If you have nothing to do during the weekends, why not go and have a look!!!

in Love with Colbie

2010-05-24T23:47:00.005+08:00

I'm in LOVE with Colbie Caillat
Her songs literally touch my heart, not only one of her songs, but most of her songs.
And I must say that, her voice is so calming that I feel extremely comfortable listening~~ I can listen her songs for the whole night, hahaha!
Here you go with one of the songs <3

Celebration of the 30th anniversary of Pac-Man's Japanese release

2010-05-21T23:29:00.005+08:00

What is the hottest facebook status of the day???

Make a guess people, I bet a lot of you have noticed that in your wall's news feed.
It's all about PAC-MAN, but why?
Tomorrow which is 22nd of May is going to be Pac-Man's Japanese Release 30th Anniversary, what a simple but great game that deserves all these attentions and fame.

Google, the giant web search engine came out with this PLAYABLE logo, check out here. Unlike the usual google designs, this is so so so SPECIAL because you can actually PLAY Pac-Man in google homepage itself.

and this is the screenshot of the google logo

Cool right, try it out. NOW,and you will be distracted before you are able to use the search engine.

Life is uncertain

2010-05-20T00:12:00.003+08:00

No, I shouldn't be bragging about all these in my dearie happie bloggie.
But I can't control myself :( I have got to express my feelings before I burst.

Yes, basically I have ruined every single thing that is happening this week.
Supposed to be out for a K session with all my busy babes tomorrow but I can't make it as I have forgotten about this co-op briefing happening in the Uni which is COMPULSORY. Thank god. =.= The worst part is that I'm the one who actually chose the time, which mean they're following my suggested time, and I CAN'T MAKE it.. How cool can that be.

To make things worse, I'm supposed to be preparing something for tomorrow and I have forgotten. Due to time limitations, I don't seem to find possible solutions. Why am I so forgetful and blur? Shoot, this is the worst thing that I have left out ever. So pathetic that I couldn't find people who can actually help me just in doing a small little favor. Useless isn't it?

Aside from all these failed plans, I still have so many things coming up, designing for Hailer, designing for upcoming Food Fair, products description for Food Fair, uncountable lab reports, assignments and the list continues...

This is life, isn't it? With all these uncertainties...

Expiring

2010-05-13T22:26:00.003+08:00

When you're no longer the priority, you are only left with two choices. Here you can either follow the common path or be the special one to actually deviate from the norm. Things just doesn't seem to follow the way you wanted, or when you put it in other words, you just can't satisfy everybody in merely a move. Efforts are to be done to create a balance here. Obviously, you have all these different life stages and life begins from scratch in each of these life cycles, as thing comes and goes by. We always wanted something that would last, but nothing last long. You can find everything labeled with expiry dates, how pathetic that we actually have ALMOST EVERYTHING labeled with this, in our daily necessities, and even in most of the relationships.

Yes, I'm not in good mood over these small little things. I doesn't have any other bigger things for me to lean and concentrate on. May doesn't seem to be a good month,this is usually the month when you start to see all the ugly faces scattering around, and I don't want to be one of those. Being the middle person to get things well fixed is a difficult task to, I was hoping you, you or you... to really learn to handle things properly, facebook ain't a good communication tool, maybe yes for daily updates, follow ups, information in advance, but when it comes to confirmation of MINI gatherings/events, I always like a message or even a phone call. You can get some rapid replies rather than some snail speed responses. It's tomorrow and yet we didn't have a confirmed plan, so wassup?

Combine or Separate???
Just choose either one and get things well fixed asap la...
Don't see it and pretended to not see anything, that's rather annoying. At least, I got annoyed over it.

I love you, mum!

2010-05-10T01:37:00.004+08:00

Here comes the once in a year Mother's Day. Hope all the mothers on earth stay young, happy and most importantly, HEALTHY!

Celebration doesn't seem to be enough, especially for your beloved mother. We had our earlier which is the first celebration at Eastin, a buffet dinner together with my eldest sister. On Saturday, 8th of May, went out to a vegetarian restaurant at Kepong for dinner. Here we celebrated with my uncles and aunts who are vegetarians. They served some really good dishes, and you wouldn't realise that those are not MEAT, seriously! I can even taste the crab meat flavour from one of the dishes =.= Thought we had enough of celebrations? No, we went out again on the exact day, 9th of May! We went to the look out point at Ampang, nasty food but really great environment =D Should try another restaurant there for the next time since there are so many alternatives.

The last last thing that one shouldn't miss out during Mother's Day is a homemade cake. I baked a cake for my mum!　My very first time baking a walnut cake, here you go with a photograph of my beloved mum and the cake.

My shortish sem break

2010-05-07T00:28:00.002+08:00

Oops, did I left this abandoned for quite some time? Yes, I did. Too much small little things linger around my mind, and I couldn't decide on what to write.

Briefly I would go about my shortish sem break, oww, it only lasted for a week! Relaxation mood has not started and there comes the new semester, all I would say here is TIME FLIES. You just didn't notice how fast the clock ticks and there gone a day after another day.

23/4 Friday - 5.00 pm the end of my last paper of the semester.

24 /4 Saturday - woke up very early in the morning and departed to Cameron, not too excited lol, been there for like so many times already, but the atmosphere there is really RELAXING. 100marks would be given if the number of vehicles getting up are limited, construction can be stopped, and protection as well as preservation of the flora and fauna be carried out. All I can see now is the rapid rise in Cameron's temperature, sadly! You can sweat in Cameron, OMG, how amazing is that? Luckily I stayed in Tanah Rata instead of Brinchang which is the most polluted place as we can see high number of crowds there, say thanks to the famous Pasar Malam during the weekends.

26/4 Monday - We do have alot of things to do in Cameron, we're still at the hill top at around 1p.m., and on our way down to Ipoh for our so called lunch, eventually reached at around 4p.m. I didn't feel the hunger in me because I slept through the whole journey =) Teehee! We then dropped by at my mother's friend's kampung a while, we thought it requires a short journey from the main street, out of my expectations, we traveled quite far till the kampung and only stopped there for a short period of time. In the end, we only managed to reach home around 9.00 p.m. which is quite late huh? What a tiring trip :p

27/4 Tuesday - 29/4 Thursday - Some usual outings and hanging out + slacking at home =) Haha.. Can't recall the exact things I did.

30/4 Friday - A BIG BIG DAY! A belated birthday celebration for my babe, Carmen <3><><
Anyway, really sorry for not preparing a cake, I thought both Muns discussed on phone about the cake d :(

1/5 Saturday - Early Mothers' Day celeb as my da jie (eldest sister) came down from Penang, had buffet at Eastin hotel. Okay, I made a move in eating both cooked mussels and raw oysters on the same day. Haha, I swallowed the first 2 oysters with ice water and yes the third one, without a sip of water. HOORAY..I'm forced to eat okay? However, no photos for the day! Oops, my mum said she look awful =/

2/5 Sunday - Went back to my grandma's place right after everybody woke up . Haha, not very early actually, I usually sleep like a pig and thus the delay. Only managed to reach up there around noon, and we had lunch with grandma before my eldest sister left and got back to Penang.

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There gone my holidays, in a blink of an eye

One thing you will never miss out in Uni life

2010-04-20T22:29:00.004+08:00

S.T.R.E.S.S
Nothing more besides the word stress.

I'm physically and mentally worn out =[

Brainstorming session lasted from 1 pm till 8am but lacks productivity, not much outcome and I felt so useless =(

Too much of you-tubing makes me feel guilty
Been sleeping until noon before I wake up for my breakfast, walking around and I took another nap again! Should have went to the uni library at least I would be revising instead of sleeping.
Done silly and stupid things in order to de-stress, a psychologist is required here >.<

Time is still counting and running out, and I felt that my brain is so empty.

May god bless me!

Happy Birthday, Huey Ghee!

2010-04-17T17:37:00.002+08:00

It's your big day today!
Not sure if you still remember one of the jokes? ( I'm not in my sexy lingerie, swt...)
Although it falls on the exam periods
But it's still your b-i-r-t-h-d-a-y
You should PARTAY, not STUDY!!
Rest your mind, rest your soul, so that you can eventually walk further =D

I didn't manage to wish you on time, 12 o'clock I meant, I slept pretty early yesterday, resting my mind and soul LOL!!! And I didn't wish you in the morning, because I was thinking what to do for your birthday :P Since you don't want to go out, the time is for you still. I did this little thing for you, hope you like it.

Last but not least,
HAPI BURFDAY my dear!!! ❤

迷你 MV & 歌词

2010-04-09T01:16:00.002+08:00

張學友 - 迷你

主唱：張學友
作曲：Bobby Caldwell
填詞：陳少琪

今天剛發現或者於最近
時刻都想想一個人
什麼都不想發問只想發夢
特别是你走近

應吸引的都不夠吸引
心中反時針皮膚都欠缺養分
只知道我在偷偷地為誰關心
找不不到原因

應興奮的一點不興奮
常孤單的男人憑呼吸對你慰問
玫瑰的香薰黏住了這一隻蚊

＃一天一分鐘相遇一點點一切記住
　偏偏當你於不遠處
　迷你的心總有點微雨

　消遣太多照樣參加過
　能開心的時刻無多紅酒想對我協助
　但我很清楚巨蟹的思想太多＃

Repeat＃

消遣太多照樣參加過
能開心的時刻無多紅酒想對我協助
但我很清楚開薘車應該兩座
其實這一天我得一個

Been long since he debuted the last album, so happen to saw this music video on astro today, reminded me to share this good song to everybody. I love his voice, its so free and calming. Try to listen to the lyrics, very meaningful!!

Wake up

2010-04-07T23:08:00.003+08:00

Just lost my very very last bit of motivations
It's time to wake up from my fairytale dreams
Yes, I should have done that few weeks back
But I just couldn't control myself
God, please slap me on my face and wake me up
It's time to move on
I shall progress on the right track instead of lagging behind
"Babe, move on NOW! " whispered on my ear by my imaginative little angle.

' hope deferred makes the heart sick '

Need some luck =)

2010-04-05T10:36:00.003+08:00

I found this in my handphone, taken this year but I have forgotten the exact date of it.
No matter what, it suits my feelings now. My babes asked me not to be emo, but I just can't control myself. It's time to let go, and concentrate on my finals =)

FIGHTING!!!
wish me luck kay?

Happy Birthday, Mum!

2010-03-28T00:38:00.002+08:00

A photo worth thousand words? Yeah...
I love you mum!
Happy Birthday and wish ya stay healthy, young and lovely ForeVeRRRRRRRRRRR!!

Friendship

2010-03-25T07:15:00.003+08:00

Lengar is now getting better, over a lot of things.

I had a great day previously although I waited miserably on the street side, chatted mysteriously in the cafe, walked like zombies on the street...
I can never write and share much about our conversations, it was pretty messy, we talked from this till that, from few years ago till some very recent stuffs.

All I can say is, FRIENDSHIP is something that you should treasure most in your life, it's never too late to realize that your friends are by your side!!!

International hot air balloon fiesta 2010

2010-03-21T08:05:00.004+08:00

20 March 2010

Didn't update my blog for quite some time already, thousand thanks to all the assignments and other stuffs that have been suffocating me, and are still suffocating me NOW. So YEAH, taken some rest yesterday and went to this hot air balloon fiesta in Putrajaya!! Surprisingly, there are a lot of people, I thought the crowd would be smaller for this fiesta than the International Fireworks Competition, however, there are a lot of people and CARS obviously. You can hardly find a place to park your car there. Haha, my pap dropped us down somewhere near the entrance and yes, he walked all the way in later after getting his car parked. Thanks pap!

The whole fiesta reaches its peak at 9.00 pm, when the night glows of the balloons started. I personally think that the balloons should grow coordinately so that the night glow would be PERFECT. The fiesta ended with some colourful but short fireworks, I can't really see the fireworks though, been blocked by a HUGE balloon right in front of me. =) Overall, it was awesome to me, because I have never seen so many unique balloons in real!!

p/s: there is this unique Levi's balloon that didn't manage to be inflated :( That's rather unique, sadly they taken it off after very much efforts in ballooning it!

梁志强有外遇

2010-03-09T23:39:00.003+08:00

My sister's busybody !!

She shared this link to me, about the Singaporean director, the very famous 梁婆婆 who actually directed some very famous movies, for example,老师嫁老大 (Ah Long PTE LTD) 小孩不笨 (I'm not stupid) 小孩不笨2 (I'm not stupid too) and etc etc. He is having some affairs out there!

If you can understand chinese, here you go with a very very complete report =) Do read out if you're interested hahaha...

梁志强有外遇
携妻子与情人谈判
梁志强和妻子康美凤，一直被视为恩爱夫妻，没想到竟报出婚外情。
（新加坡6日訊）新加坡著名导演搞外遇，不论恋会揭发后，昨天和妻子及女友，3个人谈判4个半小時！

今年50岁的梁智强背著46岁的妻子，搞上22岁的女模特兒，兩人的地下恋情已長达两年。

昨午3時，女模不满梁智强對对她说谎，盛怒下闹上梁智强的家，向梁妻爆出两人的恋情。

3人過后共乘車子，到樟宜機場的皇冠假日酒店（Crowne Plaza）的一間餐廳談判，一直談到晚上7時30分，前后長達4個半小時。

記者接獲消息后，立即趕到酒店餐廳，目睹整個談判過程。

女模鐘佳燕過后受訪時說，她與梁智強是在兩年前，因拍戲結識而發展地下情。

她透露兩人在近一年來多次關係鬧僵，她昨天終于忍不住內心的積怨，決定向梁太太公開兩人的關係。

他們3人在下午5時抵達酒店餐廳，女模途中通知父親和姐姐，在6時左右趕到。

而梁智強也通知教友、牧師和經理人前去幫忙，他在談判過程中，整個人顯得非常沮喪。

男女雙方總共8個人，在餐廳內談了兩個半小時才分別離開。

擔心孩子知道
梁太駕車外出談判

女模鬧上門時大聲嚷嚷，梁太太擔心孩子知道，毅然開車載丈夫和女模去酒店餐廳談判。

梁太太說，鐘佳燕到他們家時，曾大聲嚷嚷，讓她擔心對方會有更過分的舉動。

“當時我的孩子和女傭都在家，我不能讓她在那裡亂喊亂叫。我叫她冷靜下來，大家可以慢慢談，她才靜下來，所以我決定開車載他們到餐廳談。”

梁太太說，鐘佳燕到了餐廳也是很大聲說話，她怕會出事，所以打電話要求牧師和教友前來幫忙。“萬一發生什么事，也有個證人”。

梁智強：我的錯

忘年戀曝光后，梁智強認錯、道歉、求原諒！

梁智強在餐廳受訪時劈頭就說：“我承認這是我的錯！”完全沒有隱瞞，更沒有為自己辯解。

他說，在他和妻子及鐘佳燕3人之中，錯得最厲害的人就是他。

“首先，我承認（婚外情）。一開始，我就錯了，這件事根本就不應發生。”

他說，他感到很痛苦，但是又無法做個了斷，每天都在威脅中度過。

他聲稱，因為無奈，不知該怎么做，所以每天都在等待這一天（婚外情曝光）的到來。

梁智強直言，事情既然已經發生，他也不需要再去做無謂的辯駁，更不可以逃避。他只能向大家認錯，衷心地道歉，乞求妻子、鐘佳燕，以及鐘佳燕的父親原諒。

鍾父問女兒：到底要甚麼

父親問女模：“你到底要什么？”

鐘佳燕的父親在談判期間，曾一度走出餐廳外，與女兒談話。他一直問女兒有沒有吃虧？到底要怎樣才滿意？

鐘佳燕告訴父親，梁智強前天晚上才說愛她，昨午卻騙她，她也說不清楚自己到底要什么。

后來，記者多次追問，她想清楚后說：“其實，也不可能有什么結果，因為我不可能跟他在一起，我只是希望大家知道，他可以一下說愛我，一下又騙我。”

妻子早已原諒

梁智強的妻子說，她早就原諒了丈夫！

梁太太說，娛樂圈五光十色，誘惑太多，丈夫又是導演，她已見慣不怪。

“我不管智強和誰搞在一起，重要的是，我愛他，所以，我已經原諒了他。”

她說，兩人結婚已27年，他們的家庭將不會受這次事件影響，她只是擔心丈夫接下來會很辛苦，因為要面對輿論壓力。

育有4子女

梁智強夫婦育有4名子女，大女兒已經19歲。

梁太太說，大女兒已出國深造，二兒子在念初院，三兒子念五年級，小兒子才6歲。

她說，事情曝光后，生活還是要照過，但孩子們一定會知道。

她說，在輔導方面，他們夫婦倆都不在行，所以將會拜託牧師幫忙輔導孩子。

梁太1年前已知情

梁智強外遇曝光，梁太太鎮定面對，原來她一年就知道丈夫偷吃！

梁智強的太太康美鳳（46歲）週五在酒店的餐廳接受記者訪問時，一臉淡定。

她說，其實她一年前就知道丈夫和女模鐘佳燕在一起。

“你們不要以為我是家庭主婦，就笨笨的，其實我一年前就知道了啊。”

梁太太說，她在外頭有很多眼線，是朋友目睹丈夫和鐘佳燕走在一起后向她告密。后來，她也從丈夫的電郵裡看出了端倪。她卻選擇睜一隻眼，閉一隻眼，完全不讓梁智強知道。

“我為什么要質問他？男人不都是這樣的嗎？我覺得沒什么，我們的生活還是要照過的啊！”

梁太太說，對于鐘佳燕上門來鬧，她也不感到驚訝，也從未想過要報警把她趕走。

“感情的事，一個巴掌拍不響，我的丈夫有錯在先，我怎么還能報警趕她走？”

鍾父以為女兒為名利

鐘父以為女兒是為了名利，才與梁智強一起。

鐘父原本以為，是自己的女兒倒貼梁智強，著急地問梁智強：“我女兒是不是為了往上爬才跟你在一起？”

梁智強馬上說不是，他說兩人一開始就沖昏了頭。

鐘佳燕后來也告訴記者，自己的確想進演藝圈，但不是為了竄紅而與梁智強發展地下情。

4人神態各異

4人各懷心事，神態各異。

身為“罪人”的梁智強事發時一直垂頭喪氣，眉頭深鎖，看起來很疲憊。他也直言自己的精神狀況很差。

他將所有責任攬在自己身上后，不願對鐘佳燕所說逐點反駁，認為一切已經很無謂。

梁太太受訪時一直保持微笑，表現落落大方，對記者有問必答，但與教友交頭接耳時，則會閃過凝重的神情。

鐘佳燕則顯得十分彷徨，但似乎一直在鑽牛角尖，不清楚自己究竟要什么。

鐘父知道女兒成為第三者后，表示思緒混亂，一直勸女兒回家再談，一時也不知該如何是好。

梁愛嫩草更愛老婆

梁智強聲稱愛嫩草，但更愛老婆。

鐘佳燕受訪時坦言，她和梁智強在一起時，他常常都強調自己很愛老婆，很愛家庭。

“雖然我是第三者，但我聽了也很動容，因為很多男人出軌都是因為他們對老婆已經沒有愛意，但他不是。”

她說，梁智強常常說，真正愛一個人必須做到“寬容、保護和包容”，他的太太就做到了。

“因此，她（梁太）得到他的愛，是很應該的。”

情人上門公開戀情
梁智強叫老婆一起

女模鬧上梁家要公開戀情，梁智強竟開門讓她進屋，還上樓叫老婆下來。

女模鐘佳燕說，她周五下午3時抵達梁智強位于巴西立的家，在屋外等梁智強回來。

她說，當時梁智強開車進屋后，看到手機有多個未接來電，馬上回電給她。

“我問他去了哪裡，他才坦白說他其實去見牧師，但怕我發火，所以瞞著我。”

鐘佳燕說，她聽了很生氣，在電話中告訴梁智強，她其實就在他的家外面，她要進屋向梁太太告狀。

令她驚訝的是，梁智強竟對她說：“既然你要講，我就開門讓你進來。”

鐘佳燕說，她進屋時一直追問梁智強：“為什么你要騙我?”

“他沒有解釋，只是說等他老婆下來才講，然后就上樓去叫他老婆。我沒想到他會這么做。”

最對不起老婆

梁智強說：“我最對不起老婆！”

梁智強不斷強調：“我做錯就應該受到懲罰，但我最擔心的就是我太太，她是最無辜的。”

他也說，很擔心老婆不原諒他，即使梁太太已表示原諒他，但他還是不斷重申自己對太太的歉意。

梁向情人父親認錯

梁智強一看到女模的父親，當場向他認錯求原諒。

鐘佳燕的父親抵達后，向梁智強等人自我介紹，梁智強禮貌地叫他坐下慢慢談。

他對鐘父說：“我告訴過她，我們不應該。但我們當時都沖昏了頭，我知道應該早早了斷的，但她總是說放不下，所以我才陪她走到今天。”

鐘父聽后唉聲歎氣，一時間難以接受女兒和有婦之夫在一起。面對梁智強誠懇地認錯與道歉，他也不知該說什么。

曾4度出國偷情

女模自爆，梁智強曾4度帶她出國偷情，包括台灣、泰國、馬來西亞和印尼。

鐘佳燕說，梁智強到吉隆坡拍《幸福萬歲》時，買了機票帶她一起去。

“去年5月，他到台灣宣傳《錢不夠用2》時，除了電影監製唐思偉外，也把我帶在身邊。”

鐘佳燕說，后來梁智強到泰國參加影展，以及到峇淡島工作，她都隨行。

“當他在工作的時候，我就自己去逛街，他工作完后，我們就會合，在國外享受二人世界。”

“說愛我隔天卻騙我”

女模指梁智強：“前晚說愛我，隔天卻騙我！”

女模鐘佳燕說，她和梁智強在一起兩年了，她昨天之所以決定公開兩人的戀情，是因為不滿梁智強的態度。

她說，週四晚她和梁智強見面時，梁智強還看著她的眼睛說：“我愛你。”

週五上午，兩人相約去看範文芳主演的電影《福星到》。

“我雖然嘴上說不想去，但其實已經換好衣服準備出門了，誰知道他說，既然我不要看電影，他就要幫太太到律師行處理合約的事。”

她說，兩人習慣向對方報備行蹤，但梁智強告訴她不能去看電影后，卻沒有再接她的電話和報備行蹤。

“我開始覺得不對，懷疑她去見其他女人，而且我這幾個月來已經滿腹委屈，一氣之下就跑到他的家鬧。”

女方不計較名分

女模說：“我真的很愛他，我不計較名分。”

針對為何會愛上梁智強，鐘佳燕不斷重申：“我知道我們在一起很難令人理解，但是愛上了就是沒有辦法，我真的很難想像失去他，我會怎么樣。”

她說，開始時，她總是很體諒梁智強有家室，時常在約會時催他早點回家。

“我知道我這樣說很假，但我不希望傷害到他的家庭。我們原本也以為只會在一起3個月，誰知道半年過去了，我對他的愛日益加深，名分對我來說並不重要。”

梁太鎮定面對

梁智強偷腥，梁太太鎮定面對，女模表示佩服。

女模鐘佳燕說，梁太太下樓后，一直表現得十分鎮定，態度很大方，而且一開口說話，就讓她嚇一跳。

“梁太問我要什么？她說並不在乎梁智強與誰搞在一起，只要她愛他就夠了。我沒想到她會是這種反應。”

她說，當時梁太太表示小孩和傭人都在家裡，建議到外面談。于是由梁太開車，載他們到皇冠假日酒店談。

鐘佳燕說，到了酒店的餐廳，她還是不斷追問梁智強為何要騙她，但梁智強選擇保持沉默。

情人指梁主動追求

女模接拍《錢不夠用2》后，指梁智強主動展開追求。

鐘佳燕說，兩年前，她第一次參加試鏡，雖然只是獲得《錢不夠用2》只有一場戲的女護士角色，梁智強卻主動向她要電話號碼，約她到片場看他拍戲。

“像這樣的情節，我以為只有電影中才有，沒想過竟會出現在我身上。他對我的重視，令我受寵若驚，所以我們認識一個星期后就走在一起。”

她說，兩人是“互相吸引”，剛開始的前3個月都絕口不提“我愛你”，兩人心中都有一個共識，只希望能走多久就多久。

梁智強鍾父相差8歲

50歲的梁智強，與女模的父親相差8歲。

鐘佳燕說，姐姐曾猜到她與梁智強的關係，但父母完全不知情。

她說：“既然他（梁智強）決定讓他老婆知道，我覺得我也應該讓我爸爸知道，所以我叫他來。”

鐘父來到后，首先與女兒私下談了10分鐘才走進餐廳，劈頭就問梁智強幾歲。

梁智強回答：“50歲”，鐘父馬上說：“我58歲！”

提分手女方以死威脅

梁智強說：“我早就要分手，可是她一再以死威脅，我實在沒有辦法！”

他受訪時說，早就知道這是一個錯誤的開始，他一年前就開始嘗試結束這段婚外情。

他說，自己十分痛苦，常向教友傾訴，教友也勸他要盡早了斷。

“但是我每次一提分手，她就鬧著要死給我看，要不然就威脅要去告訴我老婆。我不希望我老婆和她受到傷害，就一直拖拖拉拉到今天。”

梁智強說，他曾想找鐘佳燕的父親解決此事，鐘佳燕卻不讓他這么做。因此鐘父一直到前天才知道兩人的事。

深陷婚外情進退兩難，梁智強說，他這一年來，他很累很累，精神狀況很差。

鐘佳燕承認自己多次鬧自殺，但她澄清自己只是說說鬧鬧，並沒有真的尋死。

她說，梁智強經常問她：“你不覺得和我在一起沒有未來嗎？也許和我分開，你會找到更好的人……”

“我每次聽了都會問他是不是真的要分手？但他又總不直接說明白。”

Updates

2010-03-03T01:41:00.003+08:00

Been long since I last updated my blog.
But yesterday.today.tomorrow and the day after tomorrow was/were/is/are (going to be) happening!

and hectic at the same time.

Okay! Will update again soon... and will try to upload some pictures when I have more time.

Hotlink? Celcom? No, I stay with hotlink.

2010-02-10T18:01:00.004+08:00

I'm a Hotlink user, a Celcom user and again, a Hotlink user in 2 days (under the same number).

And I'm totally pissed with this.

I used to work as a surveyor, just in case if you're not sure, I'm one of those who stand a whole day in the supermarket just to approach people according to the specs given. When people turn me down, I got really upset and annoyed as my pay is counted per questionnaire. YES, I do not have basic pay.

Now I'm going to start my story which happened last Saturday, I'm being so KIND that I filled in one of the forms by a random guy when I got out from the KTM. All he explained to me was, " its going to take you 2 minutes only!". I wouldn't mind signing up a new number under celcom and all I taught it was a NEW MOBILE LINE. I didn't bother to open up the sim card given but I got the shocked of my life when I received messages from maxis, on Monday around 7.00 p.m.

It says something like," We acknowledge your request to move and we hope to serve you again in the future." I can't remember the message exactly.

And the next moment, I got another 2 messages asking me to change my sim card.

I know something has gone wrong here so I quickly call maxis's help line. After all the waiting and clicking, finally I get to a customer service and all he said was, " Your number has been ported out to celcom!" and I scolded WTF silently. I have been using this number for that long, for so so so many years, probably more than 6 years. So I asked for his advice, and he said he can't do anything for me but I should go to maxis center to get my number ported back to maxis.
Since it's late and Maxis center is only open at office hours, I can do nothing but to wait (although I can start using my celcom but I insisted to not accept their service.lol )

Second day morning which is today itself, I went to Maxis center in the morning around 9.30 to get my number ported back to Maxis. Here gone my -

Privileges of being a loyal customer ( up to 2 years)
Credits
My rewards ( around 2000 points which is equivalent to RM20.00)

And it takes 18 hours to activate and port my account back from Celcom. Seriously, this is annoying and this is not what I wanted. I'm TELCO LOYALTY, lol, I could choose any other service provider but I'm sticking back to Maxis, even Digi which is coloured in yellow and their duck commercials couldn't attract me ( I love yellow and duck especially rubber duck).

Oh, I did call up to Celcom to ask about the plans, I'm actually subscribed under exec 50 POSTpaid plan. OMFG, I'm not dealing with the bills and all the dues. So I wanted to inactivate my freaky postpaid celcom plan which will cost me at least RM50 per month. And the customer service who assisted me said that I must port my number out else, inactivation will acutally cause me to lost my precious phone number. Since I have ported my number back to Maxis, all I need to do is wait for the 18 hours activation. I will call back to Celcom tomorrow to check the status and get my account closed.

Haihz. In short, it is my FAULT for not reading and understanding every single terms and conditions before handling in my IC for photostatting. Yeah, although he(the dealer) is the one who filled in the submission form but with my IC, I can do nothing.
I shall learn from the lesson.

My hectic lifestyle =)

2010-02-05T16:49:00.003+08:00

Been a week since I last updated my blog.
There is only one word that I can use to describe my current lifestyle - HECTIC -

Yes, pretty much to do with Uni's stuffs.

Uncountable reports - You will have reports to do starting from the second week of the semester, and you'll then have more and more reports to come.

Quizzes and Mid-terms - This is the headache part, not all subjs are being examined on the designated week, so you'll have one this week, another one next week, out of a sudden, all 4 subjs exam together =.=

Uni's newsletter - When you're done with one issue, there comes another issue, don't seem to have time to rest =( And we're lacking of layout designers, ONE MAN SHOW =p lolol ... Hope I could survive till the rest of the time, and I seriously hope that people up there would have lesser changes, and make the drafts as little as possible PLEASE.... I think we have up to 5 drafts for one issue T.T

Chinese New Year - Hooray! This should be exclaimed right? But I don't seem to be excited YET, so much chores that are not done yet. Wardrobe still as messy as before, books and notes are still scattered around the study table =.= I'm being bad this year, mum did most of the household chores, and she's still doing. I felt bad at times =p

I still have more to blahhh about Chinese New Year, I thought I could enjoy throughout the 15 days. Hey, I'm not greedy, I don't mean 15 days of holidays. but, I don't mind if you can gv me =p Know what? I'll have 4 days of exams during the CNY, 4 CONSECUTIVE DAYS! Does that mean that I need to carry the books when I go bai nian (visit) at my relatives place, or gather my classmates and play Mahjong that are carved with my notes on it?

My life is that simple, I do have little excitements that I'll keep in the deepest corner of my heart * wink wink * Yeah, I'm not complaining, I'm actually living my life to the fullest right? Not till the max yet obviously, still so much to do.. haha

I have a crush on you

2010-01-28T00:48:00.004+08:00

How do you feel when you have a crush on somebody?

Did you get excited over it?

Did you think about him/her and started smiling?

Did you peep into their facebook profile every single day , or even few times in a day? Wanted to post something but you're afraid that he/she will realize that you're having a crush on him/her??

Did you feel embarrassed and nervous when you're talking with him/her and you can listen that your heartbeats increasing like nobody business =p

OKAY whatever it is. I'm officially having a crush on YOU now.. =)
I got superb excited when I think about you..OMG OMG *blush*
I can assure that this is not going to last long, just like all my previous crushes, but yeah, it's fun having crushes, don't you think so?

Congratulations to Malaysia top seeded pair Koo Kien Keat and Tan Boon Heong over their BWF Super Series Champion

2010-01-24T18:38:00.005+08:00

What a tough game they had. After all the sweat(their white tops almost became seethrough oops =x), Koo Kien Keat and Tan Boon Heong won the BWF super series champion title for men's doubles. Congratulations.

They won the first match over the China opponents, Guo Zhen Dong and Xu Chen with 21-15.

The second match didn't turn out to be as easy as the first match. Malaysia took the lead for the first 7 points, but they lost their pace after China gained their 8th points. China then leads the game till 15 over 10. Malaysia scored 4 continuous points bringing the gap smaller to 15-16. The 15th point scored by Malaysia was impressive as Koo KK did some good smashes. However, Malaysia wasn't able to bring the gap to ZERO and China continue leading the game, from 16-15, 17-16, 18-16 to 19-16. Here, Malaysia gained another point bringing the score to 17-19. But, China scored another point here giving them an opportunity of having 3 game points. China then won the game with the score of 21-17.

Now the third game turn out to be the DECIDING game here. Malaysia scored 4 straight points leading the game 7-5 yet China managed to bringing the score to 7 all and 8 all. Then , Malaysia continues leading the game 9-8, 10-8, 12-9, 13-11. Although Koo KK and Tan BH lead the game but mistakes from Koo KK brought the game to 13 all. You can notice disappointments from the expression of the players. Luckily they managed to scored another 2 points bringing the score to 15-13. Rexy, the coach then asked them to continue with their pace. The Malaysian team managed to score the important point of 16 over 14 due to China's out ball. The next score, I thought Malaysia managed to score it as the ball falls ON THE LINE, even the score board on the TV reported wrongly and they amended it. =x Whatever it is, China scored another 2 points before Malaysia winning the game with 21-16. The whole game took 55 minutes and there are a lot of unbelievable smashes and outrageous play by Koo KK and Tan BH today. =)

This is a superb match =D

p/s: Lee Chong Wei won over Thailand opponent Ponsana( Ranking world No 10) in 30 minutes.

What I do when I'm bored in lecture

2010-01-22T20:23:00.003+08:00

What I do when I'm BORED during the lectures?

So, let me introduce myself, I'm NURUL LENGAR BINTI ISMAIL. The air conditioner in the classroom was SUPERB cold, we were all freezing in that slightly empty classroom and thus I started playing with my friend's scarf, credits to phuiyan's scarf in this photo. HEY, I didn't take these photos halfway through the lecture FYI: I'm a GOOD student okay??? Hmm, I took it right after she ( the lecturer) stopped explaining. That's the time when everyone is leaving the classroom. When we were snapping these photos, I saw one of my classmates (Yan Qiu) look at me with some kind of weird facial expression, that's why I asked her what's wrong with me wrapping up myself. She later told me that she didn't realise it was ME, and wondered who is this NEW student. Okay fine, I almost burst out laughing. forgive me but its funnieeee =p

☆★LOL, I'm A CHINESE kay?!!! ★☆
Enough said =)

My Lovely Chocolate Cake with Strawberry Filling

2010-01-15T21:34:00.003+08:00

I have spent FEW HOURS in the kitchen just to bake this.

My Lovely Chocolate Cake with Strawberry Filling topped with Belgium chocolate.
Valentine's coming, you can actually bake a love shaped cake for your loved one.. =D

You have to be patient to bake a cake or perhaps, a few mini cakes =D LOL
It is pretty complicated as you have to cook the chocolate, cool it, prepare the meringue, mix in flour, mix in this and that and that and that and finally you get to bake it. After baking, its not the end of it. You have to shape it and then prepare the strawberry filling, fill it, and chill it in the fridge for ONE HOUR. yes, one hour of waiting time. Then, you have to top them with the Belgium chocolate. And Blah blah blah....Never ending works.

Topped with Belgium chocolate =D *Shiny shiny *

A clearer view of my LOVELY CHOC CAKE =D

A little decoration before I serve this to my LOVELY MUM, muackss...

Abortion of down syndrome child. Yes or No?

2010-01-11T22:04:00.005+08:00

**Picture taken from For Parents By Parents

A short FACT here :-

Pregnancy in older woman have greater risks !!

The risk of having a child with Down syndrome

1 in 100 for 40-year-old mother
1 in 300 for 35-year-old mother
1 in 10,000 for 20-year-old mother

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My lecture post us a question today, she asked us,

" If you're pregnant and doctor found out that the baby is down syndrome, would you abort you baby? "

She asked those who would abort the baby to raise up their hands, quite a few of us raised our hands. We gave explanations sort of like, it is suffering for the child itself, it is difficult for them to live as they will be discriminated by people and blah blah blah...

Then she asked us again,

" The child is the one who is suffering or the parents?"

Yeah, it sounded like us who raised up our hands are selfish. Then I replied her saying that both parties are suffering, isn't it? My sister's friend's younger sister pretty far huh?? is down syndrome and she couldn't even eat properly, the sister has to chew the food for her. In this case, I think both parties are suffering. The sister might feel disgusted to chew and split the food out. The down syndrome sister knows nothing, and innocently accepted the chewed food.

At last she said,

" Go back and ponder about this, guys are involved too as you're responsible to the birth of the child . "

So her question lingers around my mind for the entire day.
It might be easy for me to say that I would abort the baby NOW
but if it happens, I doubted that I can make my decision that easily.

You would then have to consider the consequences of aborting a baby.

My friend said its cruel because that is a living thing, and he/she deserves a chance of living.
Who am I to decide whether to abort or keep this baby?
If you're in your forties, after aborting this baby, could you still conceive another one?
Would you be traumatized as you killed your OWN baby?
Does it brings good or harm to actually abort a down syndrome child?

I DON'T KNOW
What do you think?
I have so many question marks in my brain now T.T

I'm back from the chocolate fair!!!

2010-01-10T02:13:00.006+08:00

Me, before walking into the fair. Hey, be alert that there is another wedding-kind of fair being held at MVEC at the same time. So, please don't get yourself into the wrong fair if you're not interested =D

LOOK, look at the big crowds!! I can hardly see what's inside one particular booth unless I squeeze myself in I can only see for few seconds and then I'll be squeezed out again =.= I browsed through all the booths as I'm curious on the chocolate brands that participated in this fair.

This is a MUST visit booth, at least this is SPECIAL to me. You can have your personalised message or images or designs being printed on the chocolate. THEY DON'T USE ICING or INKS, but 100% chocolate. For example, white chocolate is used for wordings in contrast to the dark chocolate background. Also, the chocolate are all imported from Belgian and she provided me with samples and yes, all those tasted GOOD!

The booth name is Chocolate Graphics and comes with this sexy slogan,
" put your name on everyone's lips "

p/s: There is another booth - chocolab that offers personalized chocolate gifts but that doesn't look as nice as this store and they don't provide samplings for their chocolate =)

Do you have TWO RINGGITS? YES, only RM2.00. Dip once and your money will be donated to the National Cancer Society Malaysia.

Please support those with cancer by getting a yellow ribbon which is FREE! Pin those on to show your support =)

This booth attracts me! They must be gaining a lot of attention as everyone's attracted by COLOURS!! Despite the colours, they're selling the fondue set CHEAP, RM35.00 for a melting pot and a packet of chocolate!!
p/s: They sponsored the melting pot for the National Cancer Society Malaysia helping them in raising up their funds. That makes me love FUNDUE-lah! MORE ♥

Last but not least, that's the only brand I got from the chocolate fair. I'm kinda disappointed as there are very few chocolate booths, and I even found one booth selling fruits, drinks and rojak =.= Sigh!~~ Hoping for a better one next time.

A sincere SMILE that starts in the heart ❤

2010-01-08T00:45:00.008+08:00

Somebody asked me to smile read my previous post lol more =p Haha, and thus, I posted this up here as a prove that I smiled a lot =) A sincere one, can hardly get a smile which is natural these days
found a lot of FAKE smiles in my album LOL!!!
p/s: Thanks to my another friend who said that this is refreshing!!

So what do you think?

Malaysia chocolate fair 2010

2010-01-07T23:13:00.004+08:00

Hey CHOCOLATE LOVERS, are you aware of this upcoming exhibition?
I'm a chocoholics and thus I'm not going to miss this *hehe*
As stated in the above poster, this chocolate fair is starting on the 8th of January!
Chocolate lovers, you will only have 3 days, slot this exhibition into your timetable and let's go to this fair and have a look on some of those best chocolate makers in Malaysia

Below is the agenda, just click to enlarge the photo =)

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Malaysia Chocolate Fair 2010 * quoted from the official website: http://www.chocolatefair.com.my/index.htm

Malaysian first dedicated chocolate fair will feature Malaysia top chocolatiers, chocolate makers, manufacturers and artisans, all under one roof. The event will showcase both local and imported chocolates from various countries in different varieties of flavours.

Expected to attract at least 10,000 chocolate lovers, chocolate connoisseurs and chocoholics from all walks of life, event highlights include talks on the history of cocoa in Malaysia, chocolate making demonstrations, chocolate secret recipes, contests, quizzes and last but not least, chocolicious sampling!!!

SURPRISE

2010-01-05T22:41:00.007+08:00

I reached home at approximately 5.00 pm and I bathed. I feel asleep on my sister bed halfway wiping dry my hair =x Around 7.00 pm my 3rd sister woke me up. I heard them chatting when I was half awake saying that my 3rd sister just bought something USELESS and wasted her money.

When we were having our dinner, my 2nd & 3rd sister acted in a mysterious way making me curious on what she bought. As I vaguely heard that the thing that my 3rd sister bought was a waste of money and it might be stolen by people. So in my mind I thought she bought something silly and funny, and I made a few guesses that she bought

a car cover this is silly enough because we are staying in the garden where people can easily access to the road and a lot crime cases happened around my area.
a big toy and she placed it on top of her car
something that is big which she plugged on the side mirrors of the windows of the car.

Ok silly me =.= They asked me to go out and see before its being stolen, so I quickly wore my slipper and went out to the opposite street and look at my sister's car.

So, I quickly rushed into the house and get the car key, thus I snapped another picture of this duckling tissue box before I STOLE ( ^。^) it out from my sis car.

Now this duck is well kept in a box until CNY =) So, I'm the thief and that's why she said this might be stolen.. Aww, I HEART my sister ❤ till the max. LOVE them all... Muackss

I was wondering why my 3rd sister did all these funny actions, and my 2nd sister told me that she even called her saying that she planned and thought for quite something before having this idea =.= I wonder why? I asked my 3rd sister and she said, I DON'T KNOW. =.=
Guess its just fun teasing me =p

Just in case you do not know, I love DUCK like nobody business and I love things in yellow colour, so a YELLOW duck is preferred. LOL ...

●○●○●○I AM A DUCK LOVER●○●○●○

The Spaghetti Farm TSF @ Mid Valley

2010-01-05T21:49:00.006+08:00

Due to cancellation of lecture class, me and my friends went to Mid Valley for a movie as well as shopping This is girls' nature kay? hehehe I'm pretty much broke as I spent quite a lot on trips during the previous semester break. In the end, only one of us got a pair of sandals and that's it! MIRACLE =p

Alright, before our movie, we went for our lunch at one of the restaurant The Spaghetti Farm (TSF) the wholesome italian food located next to Jade Restaurant. I'm not sure how long this restaurant has been launched, I guess its around last year end.

They WOWED us with these 4 slogans

NO Artificial Coloring
NO Preservatives
NO MSG
NO Transfat

Looking at the banners, the prices are considered quite affordable if you were to consider eating in a shopping mall. You can get their classic tomato which is vegetarian at RM5.80 and others such as bolognese 100% Beef, Panna Creamy Chicken at RM8.80 and Carbonara Turkey Ham at RM9.80. Sorry but I couldn't recall the others.

You can simply add on for a cup of carbonated drinks and a bowl of soup for RM3.20.
So the cheapest set adds up would be RM9.00.

They are generous in serving you with their the expensive seasonings, the parmesan cheese powder, tabasco pepper sauce as well as the chili powders.

DESPITE the slogans that succesfully wowed all the health conscious peeps out there
The food tasted BAD, seriously BAD. Even a can of Prego spaghetti sauce or any instant spaghetti tasted ways better. I did tried on both the tomato and white sauces of the spaghetti and their white sauce tasted AWFUL, oh gosh, it makes me lost my appetite halfway through my course of meal.

Next would be their soup, the chicken soup was alright, not so thick but you get to see small chunks of flour which are not well mixed into the butter batter. If you know how to cook soups, you would know what I'm talking about. I was truly disappointed as we first opted to go for either Italianies or Subway. Now all of us regretted choosing this.

My very first and the last time.
yes I swear =D

Hey say cheese!! and SMILE =)

2010-01-04T22:07:00.011+08:00

Today, I switched on the TV and watched one of the channels on astro. The show name is " the winner is" and Michio mentioned this,

美女的氣味會吸引男人兩三秒
美女的身材也吸引男人兩三天
但是
美女的笑容它是永遠吸引的
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(the translated version)
The scent of women will attract men for 2 to 3 seconds
The body of women will attract men for 2 to 3 days
But
The smiles of women are always and forever will be attractive

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So, all the gurls out there, show people your pretty SMILES...
don't hide your teeth =x

For those who understands Chinese, this is the video where Michio mentioned that phrase.
HERE YOU GO

Make-up workshop

2010-01-03T22:30:00.007+08:00

I have been doing a lot of make-ups on my own face and others as well. However, I didn't manage to go through a professional make-up course because I don't have that much time. I know I can arrange but I couldn't pursue my degree now while attending those make-up classes, so much practices are to be done on papers and faces. What will happen to my results if I concentrate on the make-up lessons? I would say, give me a little time and one day, I'll surely go attend some part time courses in order to get a certificate for professional make-up =) That'll be the time I shine ★

Due to the time limitations as I couldn't enroll in any make-up courses in the mean time, I attended a small workshop on personal make-up. It takes up 4 hours. It was way too basic for me, as I have explored all those skills myself. She taught us the basic steps but not much on the way in applying. We are asked to draw the eyebrows shapes on a piece of paper repeatedly until you're familiar with it, as well as shading the eyeshadow colours on the paper. She would then check and credit to those who did well.

After all the introductions, without much explanations, we are then asked to make-up on our face according to the one we drew on the paper. This is the part where you get to learn most as the make-up artist will go from table to table and explain to you where to be improved and some extra skills in holding the tools only applicable for those who didn't know how to use.

This basic make-up workshop is GOOD for those who did not try picking up the tools and make-up themselves yes, I'm saying making up on your own face, don't get me wrong.
The steps to be followed are clearly mentioned and explained:-

cleansing, applying toner and moisturizer (eye-cream would be highly recommended so that your eyes make-up can last longer)
liquid foundation
concealer around eyes area to cover the dark eye circle
use the same concealer to conceal spots on the face
powder ( you're advised to pad the powder with the make-up sponge so that your make-up can last longer)
eye shadows ( mix the colours accordingly with the colour of your top, a light and a dark would turn out perfectly well) Practice makes perfect, try and error and you'll then be better in matching the colours. I'm still learning about all these colour combinations =p SHHHHH..
eye liner which is a MUST!! Apply around the rim of your eyes. Get started with the pencil before you switch to a liquid liner!!!
lip colours and lip finishing

These are the basic steps to be followed, apply one by one.
TRY & ERROR
Ta Daa, I'm sure that you'll get your make-up done, not perfect but am sure that
☆Practice makes Perfect. ☆
So, work hard babes♥

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Bi first make-up by herself, she look super gorgeous with her eyes make-up. Her eyes
are pretty small and flat before she make-up.
Glad that she was happy attending this make-up workshop =D
p/s : I am so tanned in this photo, let it be, blame Bi for being so fair =x

When everybody's status says Happy New Year

2010-01-01T17:00:00.005+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR

When I load into facebook main page, all I can see are statuses wishing people Happy New Year.
In a blink of an eye, A YEAR HAS PASSED (say bye to 2009). Forget the past and start anew everyone!!! Think about your new year resolutions and work hard for those to be achieved kay?!! Better think immediately and get it done ASAP before another new year countdown, time flies haha.. don't you think so?? I don't want to grow up that FAST, clock please slow down

Everyone, strive hard and at the same time enjoy your life.
Do whatever you feel like doing NOW seriously I mean now
or you'll be regretted someday later.

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I'm 21 NOW? oh NO..there are 11 months and 13 days more haha..Counted by year, we are now LEGALLY eligible for ALL clubs and pubs and bars and what-so-ever you name them.

The photos say it all, we enjoyed!
we drink . we drank . we drunk

Proctor & Gamble?? Procter & Gamble

2009-12-28T01:39:00.006+08:00

Clicking into
Nuffnang Homepage, I went and read about their history and under this "Our Story" and I found out this BIG mistake as they spelled the company name of P&G wrongly, it is supposed to be Procter and Gamble but you can see this obvious typo not once, but TWICE in their webpage, and the company name of Procter and Gamble being replaced as Proctor and Gamble.

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Procter and Gamble is a leadinmarket. This is a company that provide us with goods from beauty and health to home care products that us believe. To name a few beauty and grooming brands, Gilette, Head & Shoulders, and Rejoice. Just in case you didn't see those brands before, I bet you would know this brand, Oral B, the toothpaste that can be easily found in any pharmacies and supermarkets in Malaysia. Not to be left out is Pringles, the potato chips that come with the slogan, "once you pop, you can't stop"!

when things linger around my mind

2009-12-21T00:16:00.003+08:00

When you're packed with assignments and reports, all you wanted is a day off ;
When you have a long holiday, all you wanted is some activities.
To me, it is always great to have long holidays, but this is only applicable if you have all sort of plans to fill your time. When you have got the time, I bet you'll do a lot of thinking, and so do I. So many things linger around my mind these days, I guess I'm thinking too much and I'm now all lost.
Besides being lost *sighhhhh, I have so many tasks to be completed and yet, I am slacking all the time, bringing all the tasks till the very last minute. This is me-the lazy bum, so what to do? Stop thinking and get off my ass!

At least I'm happy now

2009-12-10T01:41:00.006+08:00

Thanks for the phone call. Right at the time when I needed you ^^ Although we never talked anything else but mainly all craps and our memories. We never meet each other for quite some time, but still we can talk so much. I'm really grateful that I have you with me at times like this. Thanks for the long phone call, lasted for 51 minutes, and ended peacefully=p Hope that you'll never forget me throughout your journey to success.

XoXo
yaya♥

**photo taken back then, when we had bad times in genting and yet we enjoyed lol..

One of the days

2009-12-09T21:15:00.002+08:00

I went Gleneagles with my mum for check up today, and later we went to Jusco Maluri ^^ After we bought our groceries, I saw BR ice-cream in front of the supermarket, it used to be Auntie Anne but I didn't realise until today that the lot had been changed to BR. So I decided to treat myself and my mother^^ It costs me 15++ but worth it, my mum was happy with her mocha flavoured ice-cream. =) Hooray ...

After paying for the parking, my mum saw a pair of three quarter jeans on our way to the car. We had got no choice and we went out the parking and get a new parking ticket. Fortunately, my mum managed to get some nice clothes and I got myself a pair of jeans and a pink top. ♥

Everything went so smoothly until 6++ pm!! I'm supposed to be accompanied by my FRIEND to meet my "FRIEND" in McD and yet I got no reply from my FRIEND! The reason is "I just got my cell". Ok fine. Let it be. I'm not so xiao qi so I agreed to get out later with my FRIEND. However, my FRIEND later called and asked where am I. Then I was thinking in my mind, obviously at home waiting for you, what else? When I said I'm at home, my FRIEND said " ZHA DAO!"

I got like hundreds and thousands of question marks running through my mind, whats wrong of me being at home, don't you expect me to walk all alone in the pm and wait for you????? I felt more "ZHA DAO" on the other hand ._.

Whatever it is. I have got no mood to go already. I planned to buy this and that and that and that. So now I have got nothing. This is seriously not the first time my dear. Almost the same incident. Not anymore. Please, don't say that I never invite you anymore.

Whoever I had invited to pm today, don't expect me to ask you all out already. Distance is not a matter, don't you think that you're located even further before this ?? Hmm... Doubt that you'll be able to read this line. Let it be.

End of my grumbles ( Whoever who wanted to feel perasan with my post, you may do so. But please don't shoot me with words, the people involved will know himself /herself easily)

Happy B'day

2009-12-02T02:34:00.002+08:00

At this age, I'm no longer eager to get a present for my family members. I used to run up and down just to get a present for them during their birthday, or even Christmas. I used to be the little santa claus, using all my pocket moneys.
Now, I started working part time, or I should say, I could afford better presents for my parents especially, but still, I don't know what to buy. I don't want to spend money buying unnecessary stuffs, I have spent too much on those. =p

I guess both hugs and kisses worth more than anything else, these can never be bought using cash!! However, I still feel bad for not buying present to my dad, I'm still figuring what to buy for him now. Haha.

No matter what, Happy Birthday Daddy ~~ We do love you ~~ At least, I swear I do. Muacksss

I wonder

2009-12-01T16:59:00.003+08:00

I'm wondering

How could people write SUPERB long essays with flowery languages in their blog, if it is regarding to a story, an incident, a trip I could understand. But these peoples are just writing and sharing their views towards something and etc etc, those things that are not specific. I can't control them since those are their blogs, but I just couldn't understand. I have had enough GP essays during A-levels, enough of the Malay, English and Chinese essays during SPM time. I just don't like the way of making EASY things too complicated, I seriously mean it. Never complicate yourself~~ Those are way too serious and couldn't caught much of my attention. LOL. I'm not criticising. I'm just being random, not trying to be mean or anything.

So these are my views, why bother so much.. Live easily peeps!!

Xoxo,
Yaya ♥

♥ Love

2009-11-16T20:38:00.004+08:00

I'm forced to update my blog, she is a demanding lady =.=

Okay, I thought I'm not going to celebrate my birthday this year, but I got surprise from my best babes again =) To be frank, they kinda failed their surprise this year. I felt something amiss halfway through, sorry babes, and I saw your shadow near the stairs =p However, this year I got a REAL CAKE, omg, its REAL CAKE from them. Finally ..very finally man.. They used to give me a 'present liked small cake', 2 pieces of "TIRAMISU", and another choc cake if I'm not mistaken. I got to slice them into pieces, and eat them slowly. WOW....!! THIS IS THE BIGGEST SURPRISE OF THE WHOLE THING.. Sorry to act sarcastically but this is seriously the biggest surprise of all..

Thanks for the time, and effort babes... No matter what, love you all ...

♥ XOXO ♥

Yaya

complaints

2009-11-11T17:48:00.002+08:00

Its near my birthday and yet I'm so busy with my sister's wedding.
She is having this pre-marriage dinner at our house, one day before her wedding dinner in Noble Banquet. So, we are going to cater more than 100 guests in our place, right on the day of my 20th birthday. Everybody seem to be so busy with her wedding preparation, and eventually nobody will remember my birthday, not to say forget , but somehow, that's not the main thing of the day. Its not that I can sneak out and celebrate with my friends, my sister prepared 'activities' for me, yes ACTIVITIES, for example, getting her wedding gowns from the wedding shop, fetching her to get her manicure and pedicure done and etc etc. I'm expected to be free from each and every single activities that she planned. I know its my sister wedding, I should be enjoying it very much, but all these are tiring. T.T

I had 3 continuous suprises given by my friend on my birthday, yes 3 years continuously! Suprisingly, I just didn't learn from the lessons, they came by at different timing, and different techniques they used, I salute you, Miss Kho Carmen. She's good in planning things ^^ and yes, berpakating with my sister as well.
Now, its the fourth year, and the suprise is going to be NO suprise, lol.. =) I think I asked my closest friends to drop by my place the other day, but everybody seem to forgotten, and all the smses they replied is, see you on the saturday(wedding dinner). This means only Carmen is coming by on Friday? I'm reluctant to ask, you're supposed to come and accompany me, the more the merrier, but now? Haha, I'll see what is happening then.

Oh talking bout the gifts I wanted badly, sorry but I'm like those little primary school kids, I want the limited edition SS501 Rebirth album so badly, I saw the CD is selling at RM110 in Sungei Wang, and if I buy via ebay, inclusive of the postage, its going to cost me RM90-RM100. They debuted 10,000 pieces across the world only, so this is not very expensive right, right ??? I asked my er jie for it, and she said she is poor ( just had a trip back from US) . So I went and asked my san jie, she said she is poor too ( just completed her 3 months study in UK). Haihz..so I'm not going to get this.. T.T

The end of my complaints.

Sesame Street

2009-11-05T05:04:00.014+08:00

HAPPY 40th ANNIVERSARY TO SESAME STREET

I'm not a big fans of sesame street, but I guess everyone knows about sesame street. Even McD had came up with the sesame street characters give away together with the meal sets some years back then. My sister have the whole set of those in her cupboard.

This year, Google has teamed up with the Sesame Workshop in order to celebrate the 40th Anniversary of Sesame Street. (Source: Google Celebrates 40th Anniversary of Sesame Street ) That's why you can notice cookie monster, yeah the vivid blue monster being displayed on google homepage. Here you go the screen shot taken from my computer!

However, this is what you get to see from Malaysia. For the UK google, Sesame Street cultural impact was not as big, so the google has gone with the Wallace and Gromit's 20th Anniversary!!

Don't be surprised to see different characters being displayed in Google Doodles, as the Sesame Street are made up of local versions, they have different characters and logos for different countries, as pointed out by the Next Web

So have fun seeing all the characters being displayed and associated into the Google logos.

Oh!

2009-10-29T02:03:00.002+08:00

DRAMA in my life

I thought I'm not going to enjoy right after my exam, no date T.T
Yan is way too busy going around with her sisters and friends, she dumped me and Missy Leong. Since its a wednesday night, me and Missy Leong decided to go have fun walking the pasar malam aka night market. At the same time, we wanted to grab some food with us to fill our empty stomach.

When we get together, we forgot about the hunger, instead, we started talking and chit chatting along the way, without getting any snacks to eat.
Haha, halfway through, we met jeessie, ka foong, yi ting and etc..
So we decided to have our dinner together in one of the stalls. We separated halfway but later met up together, not going to talk much on this.

We had our dinner at one of the chinese restaurant, the one next to 7-11, I seriously couldn't recall the name of it. Only me, missy leong, jeessie and ka foong decided to eat. After we finished, we chatted and gossiped alot till Lee Na, Wei Na and Mei Li joined us. They ordered 1kg of crab later, so the dinner took quite some time. Around 12 s0mething, we were still at the restaurant =.=

Until Jeessie finished her crab, we walked home. For a short distance, we were stalked by ONE (1), yes only one motorcyclist and we are in a group of SEVEN (7) yes, but seven pretty good looking gurls =p LOLOL

He made a U-turn attempted to turn back and come near us. However, I simply went to one of the gate with a door bell, pretended that I had pressed the door bell. So, he didnt take any actions, and he went straight but he turned his head back looking at us while riding his motor, here he made another U-turn. I was so so so panic that I ran to one of the houses fitted with the green veranda because Ka Foong mentioned that her house is the "broken one" in green. So me and missy leong both thought that the house we ran to is Ka Foong's house. When we were there, the motorcyclist was just nearby us, he can come by anytime! I was so nervous and asked where is the HOUSEKEY. LOLX, later then only Wei Na, Lee Na and Mei Li followed, and they were all CLUELESS, they thought that is my house, and I thought that is Ka Foong's house. OH all these craps, we quickly ran back to the "ORIGINAL BROKEN GREEN'' Ka Foong's House. We locked all of us in and we can still see the motorcyclist stalking outside of Ka Foong's place.

Hmm, we couldn't walk back to my house, as the street after Jalan Arif is way more dangerous. I called my sister to come over and fetch us back home. Finally, she RESCUED us =p Sorry but to use a big word here, I'm seriously freaked out by all these motorcyclists.... This is such a scary incident again and again in my life.. God bless us, luckily nothing happen, and today's lesson learnt, never go to the pasar malam until late.

Xoxo,
Yaya ♥

我..

2009-10-25T12:24:00.002+08:00

昨天
曾經是多麼重要的日子
曾經大事周張,費盡心思
希望她有個難忘的生日
我做的卡片,我買的禮物,我們一起辦的生日會
那是多麼難忘的日子

我突然覺得我很小氣
我是不會祝你的
我就連你的電話都沒有save
因為你換了號碼
若是舊的
你要我忘記都難

若你要說我不在乎,錯,我在乎的很
我在乎你過的好不好
每每有人提起你的名字
我回想的是往事,那以往的點點滴滴

若你要道歉
請對著我說,我不喜歡那傳話的感覺
可惜, 你似乎不知道問題出在哪裡
我完全不記得學院那時候發生甚麼事
我對某些事情很在乎,
相對的, 你認為我真的會為了那小事而這樣嗎??
可見,可笑的事, 我們多不了解對方

你那突然的消失
你那突然的現身
讓我,我們措手不及,不知所措
我越來越不認識你了
可能,我真的太在乎你了

現在的我,
只會默默的在後頭,
看看你過的怎樣
聽聽人家怎樣說
我不再是以前傻傻付出的陳麗雅
我對任何人,都做不到了

Cute♥

2009-10-16T15:09:00.003+08:00

Winnie the Pooh & Tigger!!

Cute stuff!!
Do you think that both of them are very cute??
I hv only seen the picture instead of the real plush,
seem to be a trend in US, where they like to wrap the pooh & friends up in diaper..
So cute, heart them ♥

Xoxo,
Yaya ♥

Please

2009-10-05T02:36:00.004+08:00

It sounded easy
but to do, its difficult
Just let go
or to walk away
is that a solution?
Or to be more precised
are there any solutions?
I hope that there are,
or at least,
there is one solution.
Who
who can enlighten me?
God, please.

Credits to Cheesy for the picture

Byeee

2009-09-25T01:31:00.002+08:00

Here GONE my another sister.. She'll be off for only around 3 weeks,
but still, she left me all alone at home !!
T.T BAD ER JIE.. *She is a bad egg*

Anyway, hope that she can hv fun & enjoy her trip at the US... Hehe ^^
Take care my dear..

CRAPPY lecturer

2009-09-17T21:32:00.003+08:00

Not that I love to blame/complain and all..
But she is really... *^*@&(*$!&(#&(&*&*%*#^!^#&$^!#)**#&*

All she did is just reading out from the slides, and she is expecting us to understand? RM2k plus per subject and we're paying for people to just read out from slides.. NAH
WTH, now the exam is here, and yet I'm so CLUELESS. I have no idea at all T.T Mummy arrrrr....

Done grumbling..
Have got to start with my notes or I'll be dead la.. Byee

I can't breath

2009-09-16T21:42:00.002+08:00

I don't really like a SHORT semester..
It was too packed, have got to do so many things in 2 months time. Although we have cut the number of subjects half, but still, the lectures are going too fast. I don't think that students are able to absorb the lessons taught in class.
It's already the 3rd week, oh my gosh, say HI! to all the
quizzes, mid terms, assignments, lab reports and presentations.

Doggie

2009-09-09T00:07:00.003+08:00

I have to update a bit before my blog is dead. I'm just going to post my doggie with her new hairstyle and new clothes ^^ She was dressed up for a photoshoot with my sister. Hahaha..She is just so adorable..MUACKSssss

She is walking around ..Hahaha

Doggie and my pretty mum!!

Last but not least... This is a bit 18SX..Ta Daaa

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TA DAA

Xoxo,
Yaya ♥

Edwin's birthday celebration

2009-09-02T23:09:00.004+08:00

I think I'm going to give up on the last Malacca's post.. I'm very very lazy in editing the photos now.. Lost the mood.. So, I'm going to post something short with more photos.

Got an invitation to Edwin's birthday celebration which is held on the 1st of August 2009. It's been 2 and a half year since we last met each other. So, I decided to attend it although the time of the "gathering" is pretty late, which is 10.30 pm at Dolphin cafe ( Pandan Indah ). The best thing of all is that the birthday boy is going to fetch me along, hooray!!!

Haha, me and Edwin reached there quite early, at around 10.05 pm and yet the others started to come at 11.00 pm. Mun Mun and Sam reached first, followed by Louis, A Kett and lastly Canny and A Pun. The waiters and waitresses there are not efficient at all, not responsive and slow. >.< We waited for more than 30 mins for the bill to come. Anyway, A Wei came at last. I had fun the whole night, although we didn't manage to keep in contact with each others for such a long period, we can still chat with each other and "BLOW WATER". The feelings and days back in NS is so memorable and all of us miss the time back then. I MISS every single thing back then, especially the people ^^ Really glad to have this bunch of friends.

Start off with a photo of me and the birthday boy, Edwin ^^
The birthday cake..Nice one!!

She is the organiser, Canny
All of us, (clockwise from left)
A Kett, Me, Sam, A Wei, Canny, Edwin, Mun Mun, Louis, A Pun

The "vibrating" camera, thanks for the "EFFECT" hahahahaa...

YAM SING!!

Malacca 22/08/2009

2009-08-25T01:05:00.005+08:00

Without too much planning, and we went to Malacca with the main purpose to eat satay celup. We confirmed the whole thing in less than 15 minutes.
It is supposed to be on Monday, 24/08/2009. However, Kavi can't make it because she will be having classes. We then switched it to Saturday 22/08, which is a day after my finals.

On 22nd itself, I can't really wake up in the morning but I forced myself to. I have to do this because the one who is driving, is usually very punctual. I woke up 2 hours earlier than the set time to get myself prepared. However, things doesn't go accordingly to the planned way, the trip was delayed for another 2 and a half hour and we only managed to depart in the noon.
One good thing about the delayed trip is that, Carmen joined us!! At first she can't make it but she managed to come out in the end..Hooray!!

The first stop is the cendol store next to a river, it wasn't really nice but still edible. I could find better cendol with 'gula melaka' in Kuala Lumpur. Anyway, the scenery there is nice, and we managed to snap 3 pictures there. We were there for quite some time, because we can't make up our mind for the next stop.

Then, we walked up the St.Paul Hill just opposite the cendol store. We took quite some time to get up the hill because there are some staircases and we took alot of pictures on our way up. ^^

___________________________to be continued, pictures yet to be edited.sleepy

Xoxo,
Yaya♥

我不是这样

2009-08-23T02:13:00.006+08:00

曾说过，我考试期间不打算post任何blog
可惜，那天的我，有着莫名的感触
想念着我的朋友们，想念的是当年的光阴
莫名的伤感吧
就打开了自己的部落格
写了篇自己的心情

我没有心机，我不计划，不打注意
对，我知道你们会看，可惜我不是只写你们的
我写很多，可能我在乎吧，往往显得特别的激动
我没有在散播传闻，是我的感受，我的心情
是我宣泄的地方吧

我，有个忠实读者，
至少，读了会给评语
觉得无聊难看会直截了当讲
看到你写考试不好，会打个电话安慰你
没有po东西，会在留言箱骂骂你
不需要天天见面
至少，有些“无谓多余却甜蜜”的互动
所以，往往有些东西我都会知会一声

他，要对我的po做任何回应
不干我的事，
感同身受也留个po，我控制不了
往往像两子箭的巧合，不是相约的，没有经过讨论的
那相识度，我不知道，我是前者

我，从来不归类人
因为，人种太多，每每都是独特的
靠的是感觉，那像家人的感觉
我的心，往往都是摊出来我家人的面前，
赤裸裸的，可说是我的全部了
你们的心，因该在井底或是一些我永远到不到的地方
我对你们，不曾隐瞒，也无能力，因为我做不到
可惜你们不曾，也通常不会拿出来讲
所以请原谅我用最简单的逻辑做的推测

那天，开始了部落格
是因为学院同学都有，心血来潮开的
我从来不知道
这是可以带来那么那么多莫名的误会，纠纷
我不想这样
我希望得到的是正面的支持，或简单的回复

不要跟我在后面那边窃窃私语
这不是我的风范
不是我的生活方式
更不是我喜欢的沟通方式

我不要泪水
我不要斗骂
我不要互相残杀
我不要这样

只要简简单单，可以吹吹水，谈谈心
没有猜忌，没有计较，没有比较，没有心机
我满足了

爱♥

finally the end of sem2

2009-08-22T00:00:00.002+08:00

Finally... Its the end of another semester.
I should be happy I know, but the fact that I didn't do well in the papers is stopping me from getting very excited.
At least, I'm relieved when I stepped out from the examination hall. Its just 5 minutes left until the end of the paper, but I couldn't wait to run out from it and handed the answer script to the invigilator. This is all because of the stressful atmosphere of the exam hall. T.T

Thats all for today, I need some sleep

Xoxo,
yaya <3

绝望。。

2009-08-16T23:37:00.003+08:00

你说过的，我们的感觉回来了？
有吗？
对不起，我觉得我们的距离越来越远
我真的感到很无助，无助于那患得患失的友谊
我们成长于不同的生活圈子，
朋友换了，可悲又可喜的是，你们的好朋友圈子没变，
而是增加，新成员的加入，让我们原先的圈子有所改变。

换成的是，我们是牺牲品
你们不再珍惜我们每个相约的时光
因为你们想见的机会很多
可能也不在乎和我们喝个茶，吃个小饭

朋友是一通电话，
管他考试
管他没有时间
就是换件衣立刻献身
至少，尽力争取出门并想见的机会

可惜，从你们身上得到的是
无数的借口
除了借口，我没有更好的说词
因为那些不是理由，不是原因
该是逃避的借口吧

你说的考试，也是你说的忙里偷闲
你说的家里不给，也是你凌晨回家
你说的没有车，也是你到处在载人

我以为
中学的时候，没能足够的了解你们
大学时期，或以后的时间，勤能补拙
是可以追得上的
你们说的不要紧可以的
我真的做不到

付出，是双方面的
一只手掌是拍不响的
我尽力了
该做的，该说的，该让你们懂的
我不曾隐瞒
我的真心，换的是？
清醒的你，请告诉我答案。
我累了，我真的累了

Lovely outing

2009-07-20T23:42:00.003+08:00

17 -18 July 2009 - surprise party for A Mun

Gee and me are supposed to be there at the Green Box earlier, just to get the room and all settled. I couldn't get people to fetch me down the town so I have to follow gee's bro car. However, all sort of incidents happened on the same day.

Gee, " Yaya, can u come 2 my house at 7 coz my bro said can send but he must leave here at 7."

I arrived her home at around 7.05 pm due to the traffic congestion, and I saw her aunt in the living room and asked her where is gee. She told me Gee is at 1st floor, and I went up to find her. I checked all the rooms and even the bathroom but can't find a single soul -.- I tried to call gee but it went into voicemail box, I called kavi also but nobody pick up.
I even sent both gee and kavi msgs but still, one pending and another one no reply.

To Carmen, " I told her I'll go to her house by myself. I'm afraid that she heard wrongly that i'll go by myself. Oh no ... I sent msg to her as well but pending le."

Carmen ,
1 . "Die lo. Never mind. Shud be ok."
2. "Huh? Why she so weird one? Die lo. Sure late dy."
3. "Wait. Never mind. Calm down. I changed the time ad. Oh my god, wat the heall is wrong wit her? Who are you wit now? Alone?"

We're two nervous kids, afraid that the plan will fail.
Later, her mum came back home at around 7.20pm, and managed to call Kavi. At the same time, received a msg from gee.
Gee," On the way home, was doing something wit my hair in salon."

Waited till 8.00pm and gee reached home!! FINALLY, thank god I said. But still, Gee go for make-up and waited for the bro to bath. I'm kinda pissed off that time, because she said must leave home sharp at 7.00pm.

Later we departed at around 8.10pm, something like that, I coulnd't recall. It was very jam on our way down to Bukit Bintang. So, Gee's bro stopped us at the Hang Tuah's monorail. I'm okay with this because the road is very jammed and he has to go another place later.

We waited a while for the monorail to come, and we managed to squeeze in the monorail, just like the sardine canned food -.- and the worst part of the day strucked us,
" We apologize for any inconveniences caused as there will be a slight delay ." something like that. The monorail stopped, and the air-cond stopped as well. Later, even the light has been turned off. Many people went out from the train and we managed to get a seat. Pretty hot and stuffy inside, but we're very very late, so, we can't afford to miss any one round of the train. Luckily it moves not long after that, and we reached at the Green Box at around 9.00 pm. =.=

The party members will be me, gee, carmen and A Mun only. Since this is a surprise party, the others will be reaching at 9.30 pm. However, A Mun and Carmen had reached at 8.30pm and it was a SUPERB BIG ROOM. I guess that room can fit in around 30 people lor. Sungei Wang's green box room 10, if you hv been to there. Judging on the size of the room, pretty clear that there will be more people, and this is no longer surprising. =(

Anyway, the surprise started at around 10.15pm since everybody was late with a total of 14 people! and the K session continues till around 1am. The 2nd session was at enigma with only 7 people but it was fun =)) and we went back at around 2 something.

Slept over at Mun's place and woke up at around 1pm. After we bathed and all, its alreayd 3.00pm. We had our lunch at 1Utama TGI Friday.. TOO much we ordered but I can't help it =p Oh ya, we got a choc mud cake for free because its Mun's birthday, hilarious la the staffs there, they sang and made every1 to look at Mun. Later we went into the PDI concept store and took some crazy photos in the fitting room.. HAHAHAHA ..

Till here.

XOXO,
Yaya

Yaya is Happy =)

2009-07-12T22:43:00.004+08:00

Its been long since I last posted a post.
I have got so much to talk about, but I don't know where to start off with.

One thing I'm not going to miss out is that,

Gee is already back here for many many days.. around 2 weeks ?? Sorry but I forgot about the countdown =x

I can't count the days, but I'm really happy that she is back. She brings back a lot of sweet memories, I had really good time going out with you all, even just sitting together makes me smile. Whats more when I get to chat, take pictures. I can't recall when is the last time of us taking pictures together, but that must be really long long long long long time ago. Haha

I heart all of you, my babes!!

Seriously can't wait for the next outing!! Muackss

XOXO,
Yaya ♥

Happy Papa's Day

2009-06-23T00:32:00.000+08:00

- to be updated -

Euphoria Craze

2009-06-16T23:09:00.005+08:00

Open to all UCSI students, come and join this intoxicating race !!
Enjoy your uni life to the fullest!!

p/s: One of the ads I did, do gv comment if you hv any.

Gee is coming back in 13 days

The exact day??

2009-06-15T19:21:00.003+08:00

It's fun to know that so manyyyyy people messed up on the exact date of Father's Day..
Is this sunday or next sunday huh??

okay, I admit that I had some confusion on the exact date, not sure whether its the 2nd or 3rd week. But my sis told me it was the 3rd week, so we're going to celebrate on the coming Sunday.

There is this girl, Ms.Leong ! She wrote a card for her dad which she is going to send it out by today, and reaching Penang in 3 days. However, she wrote inside " Happy Belated Father's Day" .. =.= Sigh..

Okay, Mun Yee as well, she wrote on her blog,
"Oh my God.. Just slap mE..
Today is NOT Father's Day.. >.<>
I was so BLURRRRRRR and unconscious.. only realised after finished my work today.. dumB.. T.T"

Everyone thought it was yesterday, not me only kay?!! Hahaha, going to celebrate this coming Sunday then.. Hahahhaa...

p/s:
Gee is coming back in 14 days..Hooray!
I'm still missing my sister, how is she doing there?? Orientation today, haha..

For you.

2009-06-13T16:48:00.002+08:00

Okay, my sis already left Malaysia.. This post is pretty late I guess..
She left here on Thursday night, 9:20 pm flight. ( 11 June 2009)

Heading to Sheffield, England, UK for around 4 months, just a short semester to complete her degree.

She's the 1st from my family to go overseas, my parents are pretty nervous about everything. From luggage, clothing, health care products and the list goes on. They went for shopping few times to get her daily necessities, as you know, it wasn't cheap to eat and spend there at UK, so many things have to be brought over from Malaysia. ^^

Okay, I thought I wouldn't cry, since she's only leaving for such a short period of time. When she hugged me and kissed me before she left, my tears already rolling in my eyes. Once she got down from the escalator which we can't follow anymore, I cried. I felt that I'm very silly sometimes, I would say always. I can cry for every single little thing. ='(

I told her I won't be missing her >.< I lied..

and I'm going to declare here..

I miss you <3 Hope that you enjoy your life over there.

Lousy day

2009-06-10T23:30:00.004+08:00

I'm so FUCKING pissed today..

There is this freaky chem lab assistant who likes to blame people on things we didn't do..
She made every single assumptions regarding whatever is happening in the laboratory..
And she is so damn it KEDEKUT in the sense of chemical.. She always don't give enough chemicals and asked us to go get from other groups. Not that we didn't pay, it's RM400 per subject per semester kay? How much can NaOH cost you? and we only have 4 lab sessions throughout this semester, and it is RM100 per session. okay, 3 in a group means? RM300 for that little of chemical?? Insane I tell you..
Okay, not to be missed out, she can't speak proper English also.

Next thing is about the magazine I'm doing for UCSI..
Designing is one headache part, thats still okay for me, when it comes to editing, that's very sucky.
Have to get the papers from the SAO.
I don't have a DVD and need to drive to Mei's place to get a piece of DVD and I got to the wrong house, and I rang the bell 3 times -.- WTF

Andrew did his work in Photoshop, so I assumed he flatten everything before he shifted the design to Illustrator. Thus, grammar mistakes in his part can't be edited at my place. I have got to call him, and meet in starbucks of leisure mall. My parents don't like me to be out at night, so I need to get back home asap. I already sms him when I'm still at home and asked him to get out. However, I went to Mei's place, got the DVD and even found a parking at leisure mall but he's still not there. I waited for around 10 minutes until he reached. I was asking why is he being so slow since he said his house is very near to the Leisure Mall. He answered, " I'm not superman." I was like, WTH, not that I'm a superwoman.

Then, I couldn't wait for him to get his stuffs all done at the starbucks because it's already 11.20p.m. where all the lights are being switched off. I have got to go before my parents got mad at me. So, how is he going to give me the parts so that I can add in the page numbers? I asked him to drop it in my postbox, and he said, " You want me to drive one big round from North Wing to South Wing for you ar ?" In my mind, " I also drove a big round to Leisure Mall just to pass the stuffs to you, efforts are needed from everyone okay?" In the end, he agreed. His class starts at 8.00 and mine at 9.00, I still need to edit the pages and burn it into DVD. Fine, all these are my job given by Mei.

And today is PASAR MALAM, when I was driving home. There are people who left their brains at home double parked and caused the traffic to be jammed on one particular road. I have to reverse my car all the way down the freaky slope, and there is this blue car located quite far away from my car. I wonder if its a he/she, maybe a girlish guy or a tomboy. Okay, he/she was so freaking scared that I will bang his car, and kept on driving front and reversing back and I seriously don't know what he/she was doing. I don't give a damn and after all these mess I finally got home.

- I'm on fire.
- I haven't bath!
- I have got lotsa things to do!
- My sis is leaving to UK tomorrow and I MISSED OUT THE Farewell yamcha with her for all these SHIT!!
- And I tell you, I'm going crazy.

countdown

2009-06-10T17:16:00.001+08:00

For my dearie sis,
There is only 1 day left =(

and

Geetha is coming back in 19 days!!

countdown

2009-06-09T16:07:00.001+08:00

to make it clear =x

It's geetha who will be coming back,
in 20 days more !

Next, it's my sis who will be leaving Malaysia
and there are 2 days left!!

p/s: I'm simply happy today!!

Countdown

2009-06-08T19:43:00.002+08:00

I'm lazy to blog these days.. Don't know why? Sorry for updating slow, haha, maybe nobody cares also..

Anyway, I should have continue my count down...

So, as for Geetha, 21 days left !

Oh yeah, the next thing is about my third sister.. Joo-eR. She will be leaving malaysia for 3 months to get her honors degree ^^ and there are only 3 days left

Countdown

2009-06-03T23:12:00.000+08:00

26 days to go..

Yaya's Diary

Why?

想念

:(

Remorseful, but Forgiven

:)

The - Famiglia

回忆 | 我的好多个日子。。。

In memoir of Genes

Love Me Back Please

L♥ve story

Sneak Peak

难 | 不难

念 | 而我泣

ONLY | IF

No Way

I Love You

疯 | 嗎?

Don't date her :p

If I Die Young

My One & Only One

叮噹 一半

Last memorable conversation for year 2010!

Hugs

UCSIU Biz Plan 2010

Commonwealth 2010!!

Don't come exam week

She | Motivation

Me | Lost

WOW food fair ;)

放肆

DARN THAT freaky ASSUMPTIONS made

Updates

Babe, you've just made my day!

A Bag For A Tree - Beautiful Earth Campaign

Beryl's Chocolate Fair

in Love with Colbie

Celebration of the 30th anniversary of Pac-Man's Japanese release

Life is uncertain

Expiring

I love you, mum!

My shortish sem break

One thing you will never miss out in Uni life

Happy Birthday, Huey Ghee!

迷你 MV & 歌词

Wake up

Need some luck =)

Happy Birthday, Mum!

Friendship

International hot air balloon fiesta 2010

梁志强有外遇

Updates

Hotlink? Celcom? No, I stay with hotlink.

My hectic lifestyle =)

I have a crush on you

Congratulations to Malaysia top seeded pair Koo Kien Keat and Tan Boon Heong over their BWF Super Series Champion

What I do when I'm bored in lecture

My Lovely Chocolate Cake with Strawberry Filling

Abortion of down syndrome child. Yes or No?

I'm back from the chocolate fair!!!

A sincere SMILE that starts in the heart ❤

Malaysia chocolate fair 2010

SURPRISE

The Spaghetti Farm TSF @ Mid Valley

Hey say cheese!! and SMILE =)

Make-up workshop

When everybody's status says Happy New Year

Proctor & Gamble?? Procter & Gamble

when things linger around my mind

At least I'm happy now

XoXoyaya♥

One of the days

Happy B'day

I wonder

♥ Love

♥ XOXO ♥

complaints

Sesame Street

Oh!

我..

叮噹　一半

XoXo
yaya♥